Chris Malone [Spoken word poetry]

a poem for a girl who held my heart but was confused/unsure at the time..

It must have been some time past noon when I
Came home from a friends house that day
I remember fixing myself a small glass of lemonade
Right before I headed to my room
Unaware of the agony that awaited me in the form of an instant message
So unexpected was a feeling I can clearly remember
Tears mustered around my face the way rain clouds form right before storms hit
And it only took the first few words of this sentence
this is difficult, but i need to take care of my heart,
i know you have said that you'll take care of it
but it will only be for the beginning
and when our relationship gets deeper,
you may not care for it anymore..
those words hit me like an intoxicated fist full of misguided rage
Clearly befuddled and misconstrued
And I refused to believe that these words were accurate
And I knew in my mind that you were confused, you had to have been
Because this inadequate statement
Just had to be far from the truth
Far from reality
Far from validity
Far from you
And the next few messages hit me like the stomach flu
Tossing and turning my insides like food poisoning
You said to me
so it would help me if we didn't talk or see each other anymore because my heart can't handle that..
So I sat there
Unable to comprehend
Thoughts and emotions began to articulate onto an 8 by 10
Black and red comprehension notebook
I sat there
Silent
Like a solitary ship wrecked sailor stranded on an abandoned island because thats what I was
Lost without you
But then I remembered
That our love was once strong enough to sail through any weather
Past any storm; And so it hit me
Even if the waters raged, created tsunamis, or tidal waves
You couldnt possibly forget me
And it still wouldnt be enough to prevent me
from loving you
And no matter how far apart we may be
You still hold the other half of my heart in your palms
you keep all the unforgettable memories in your mind
you have my presence embedded in your skin
so if ever your mind wanders aimlessly, remember me
Remember how much I love you
And Know
that like a calm night without its bright stars
I miss u
And Ill be here waiting
For you
To come home..

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Entertainment

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• Spoken
• Word
• Poetry
• that
• day
• chris
• malone
• youth
• poets
• 2009
• heartbreak
• and
• love
• confusion

[twizzle650]

keep it goin man this is the shit i love ta do and i love to listen to people jus like you... pen makin love ta paper awesome that chick is trippin fa real

[InfamousK82]

@twizzle650 i appreciate that, i needed to hear that.. thank u for the support

[ColieTinyProductionZ]

Amazing

[AGENTS08]

i came here because my love is moving away and idk what 2 do except to say i love hhim and i miss him

[MrRkutz]

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[pulpedpoetry]

I love this! So inspirational. I write spoken word too, very similar to yours

[Jamesis2HIP]

Dude. I love your stuff. Don't stop writing.

[dimonous]

nice poem