"You have to come visit every other day!" Lana said hugging me.
"Yeah, we still have wedding plans to do!" Josette joined the group hug.
"I'm not sure about every other day. But every two days?" I asked her.
"That works for us!" They said in sync. I smiled grabbing my luggage. Nick handed me my jacket and I put it on.
"So this is it?" Lana sniffled.
"You're crying?" Cam chuckled holding onto.
"You know how emotional I get!" She started to cry. "It's like you'll be thousands of miles away from seeing us." He eyes started to water.
"It's a thirty minute drive." Nick laughed.
"For a car. But on feet its about five minutes." I laughed with him.
"Still!" Lana cried.
"Aw." I pulled her into another hug.
"It's not like I'm leaving you." I smiled. Lana frowned. So did Josette and everyone around me. Including Nick.
"Uhm, so you packed Nicholas?" I looked down at the little boy holding my hand trying to break the awkward silence.
"Yes mommy." He jumped into my arms.
"Let me hold you." Nick said quietly to Junior. I could tell by the sound of his voice he was upset. I sighed.
"Nick-"
"Ready to go." He cut me short. I curled my lip nodding. His eyes were black and he dared not to look at me. We all said our goodbyes and got into the car. Nick started to drive. The car ride was silent. I wanted to say something but everytime I opened my mouth, I closed it. We pulled up to the driveway of the house and I couldn't help but to smile. Memories were held here. Good and Bad. And it still looked the same. We both got out of the car and Junior ran into the house immediatley. I looked over at Nick and he had his eyes on the sidewalk. I opened my mouth but he walked into the house, putting his hands in his pocket. I groaned grabbing the luggage and going into the house. Everything was where it was suppose to be. The furniture and everything.
"Mom!" Junior ran down the stairs grabbing my hands and pulling me back up. He pulled me into a room. "Can this be mine?!" He asked. I chuckled looking around Joe's old room.
"Of course sweetie, start unpacking." I smiled walking out of the room. I walked into Nick's old room and there he was. His eyes still black and he was still staring into space. I walked over to him slowly and sat down next to him.
"Nick?" I whispered. But he didn't move.
"Niiickkyy?" I said a little louder. He looked up at me finally. I saw the pure sorrow and guilt in his eyes. I ran my fingers through his hair not leaving his eyes.
"I love you." I said kissing him. It took three seconds for him to finally kiss back but he pulled away.
"No matter what, I'll always hate myself for that day." He said quietly. I pouted.
"Nick, I forgave you. Please dont worry about it. It's in the pass now." I said.
"I know, but I can't help but to feel guilty. I missed so much from Little Nick's life." He said. "But I'm going to make sure I don't miss out on this little one's life." Nick set his hand on my belly making it kick. A smile formed from the corner of his lips.
"It loves you. I love you. That will never change." I smiled. He smiled more kissing me softly on the lips.
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Gosh, this episode is awful! :/
10 comments?
ok HOW DARE U SAY THIS IS AWFUL HA?! HOW>DARE?U! :P :P :P this is ah-mazing and u should know that! :)))) ... post next one plzz :))))) im not used to waiting cuz i started reading like a week ago i guess and all the episodes were already done so ya... POST POST POSTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!! ILY!
bestnatalie 2 years ago
Why thank you! That means alot! :D
And I do have chapter 13 and 14 up. Then you will be caught up. And I'll be posting chapter 15 sometime today hopefully:)
MrsJonas621 2 years ago