Kyo Fanvid ~ Running Up That Hill [Dir en grey]

Much time is wasted trying to define people. It gives us an excuse to station each other, to separate, to differentiate; to award ourselves with a selfish sense of unique function. The definition of 'fan' for instance, has such bloody negative connotations. BUT there is nothing fixed, fanatical or unreasonable about someone who just wants to understand. And that's what I consider myself...

To understand and grow we must dissect a person's values sometimes, yes, but to attach certain definitions and exploit a man, it's presumptuous and only proves that the ego rules. When the human ego dictates, we get greedy, we forget about 'love', we long for what we don't have; long to be where/what others are, see what they see, have what they have... no matter the expense. As soon as you expose a person's faults and pick them apart you encourage devaluation... unfortunately being in a position like Kyo, I'm sure he gets a lot of that.

We all have our theories, we all have our versions of Kyo; scrutinized, written and brought to life on paper, in our minds. But none of it is real. We'll never be able to truly go where he goes, in mind, heart and body. But if you had the chance would you take it? I wouldn't because it demeans his purpose; to take his place is to cease his existence and there is purity in accepting and celebrating someone for just... existing (differently than you).

To facilitate the changes the WORLD so craves Kyo must be where he is and we, as willing and capable beings, must be where we are too. It's a working unit! Or maybe I'm overestimating but kiddies, there is no greater power than that of synergy. Reject the idea that we are interconnected all you want, but like it or not you're part of a collective. What Kyo expels is ours for the taking. I choose to treat his ideas, his thoughts with care and recognize the meaning, as I would any one's, I hope you do too.

In the event his world does engulf me, I wouldn't change a thing, not even the 'destruction', denying it would be like denying him. Everything Kyo does is a personal expression of intention and necessity. Would you take that away from him, from anyone?

Rather than try to peg him it's wiser just to run up your OWN hill... fight your own battles and define your own self because as they say, the grass is no greener on the other side, ne? Have faith that EVERYONE has purpose, the time you waste defining (otherwise) could be better spent...

Category:

Music

Tags:

• dir
• en
• grey
• diru
• kyo
• pain
• sex
• jrock
• japan
• placebo
• withering
• vulgar

[FireHidrentPro]

Very insirational... I love Kyou, and I like your style of movie making... ^^

I think I might make a video now... This makes me want to blow a creative load... XDDD

[burntpaper]

BLOW A CREATIVE LOAD? This I want to see, spew it on me baby in passion sparkly splatters. LOL You have me toppled over in giggles here! I must now present you with the award for most delicious wording of the MILLENNIA. ;D Thank you for the compliment. Inspiration is a goal of mine, looks like I can cross one 'DONE IT' off the list now! ha There are more vids to come so keep watch ne! <3

[comicxreleif]

I was wondering where this had disappeared to. So you're back now?

Still love the video, the timing is perfect and the scenes well chosen. Also, I always love reading your comments.

Keep up the great work!

[burntpaper]

Back & ready to fight whatever Internet force comes my way! *shakes fist* JOIN MY ARMY!! ;D This video was actually inspired by a friend of mine. Her & I are always musing about the human spirit in general with Kyo on the forefront & sometimes that manifests itself in the form of art (in this case video). I keep running after this 'idea' of Kyo, every time I make a video I feel like I'm getting better acquainted with him as more than just a symbol of entertainment. Glad that's appreciated! <3

[MooMooCow888]

I love what she writes in the info pane.

[victoriarocks14]

Where is the clip where kyo is getting the tattoo on his neck?

and i agree, this vid is so ...Kyo

[McRip45]

This is probably the best fanvid I've ever seen. I song fits perfect and I love the quotes and the way you ended the video was perfect. Phenomenal work.

[SpiritWolfpire]

putting my most fave song from Placebo and my all time fave singer Kyo together just gave me goosebumps while watching this whole vid. I love this <3

[big77moe]

i love this ! ...just awesome

[cherryxtree007]

This is one of my favorite fanvids of Kyo and THAT is saying ALOT! You really have a geat eye for him ...

[cruciare]

Haven't watch such a good fan video for a long time. thank you for the inspiration!

[cherryxtree007]

I love how you mixed the images with the song and lyrics! Really! You did a great job and I usually don't like fan vids of Kyo

[FacingItAlone]

This is fuckin' awesome.

[stitchlish]

this is sung by Placebo... what is wrong with people? lol but the original is by Kate Bush

[kaysworld]

I agree with everything you wrote and I also wish to support Kyo and those around me as well as walk my own path and so I truly agree with you that takeing there posistion would make them be lost to those of us who love who they show us and what they do forever...