Guardian Angel [4]

The crashing of the waves and the warm sun on my back relaxed me. I did this everyday. Everyday for the past month. Everyday for as long as I can. I sit on the beach and I let the edge of the world wash my pain away. It's been a month and I still feel lost. After my father passed away my uncle immediately got custody of me. Only reason being Im still 17. As much as I pleaded and fought there was no way of getting out of it. He lived in California and I had to also. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate everything he and his wife have done for me but this isn't my home. I was moved thousands and thousands of miles away from everything I've ever known. I missed the city. The lights. The buildings. Even the cold believe it or not. But I tried to make it easy on them too. I stayed out of their way as much as I could. I went to school, did my homework and then came here until it was almost dark. What else do I have to do? I didn't have my dad. We did everything together. Im so alone. So lost.

After the funeral the Jonas' offered their help. Mr. Jonas said if I needed anything to just give him a call. Yeah, that wasnt going to happen anytime soon. His son is the reason why my dads not here anymore. I couldnt help but feel some tension with him. But I dont care. I'll never forgive him as long as I live. I called Mrs. Jonas just too keep in touch. Shes a very sweet lady. Im stubborn but Im not rude.

Turns out Joe is an actual Jonas brother.. Im not a big fan but I know how big they are. When I moved to California I really noticed how big they are. All I ever hear when I walk down the hall is Jonas this, Jonas that, Joe is soo hot, nick is sooo cute, Kevin is such a sweetheart. But I couldnt help but think the opposite. At least with Joe. People eventually figured out my dad was the one who saved Joe and that was the huge topic for a while. Those days were the worst. I was reminded everyday what my dad did. And it broke my heart every time.

The days are getting better until i start thinking about him and thats when my head starts to wonder. My dad isnt going to walk me down the isle. Hes not going to help me choose a college. He wont be there to take embarrassing pictures at my prom. He wont be there to intimidate the boy I am dating. Hell never say good morning, or goodnight, ever again. I've reazlied that you don't know what you have until it's gone. I looked down at my dads necklace. It's a small cross my mom had given to him. It was his good luck charm. To protect him from his line of work. I sighed and wiped away the tears. Who knew I still had enough.

I got up and made my way over to the car. Time to go back home before my uncle starts worrying. On my way home I got a phone call.
"Yeah." I sighed.
"where are you?" My uncle asked worried.
"Im on my way home."
"You ok?" he knew I cried. A lot. But he gave me my space which I really appreciated it. But I couldnt help but feel guilty for it too.
"Yeah."
"can you do me a favor? Can you stop by the grocery store and pick up some milk and eggs?"
"Um yeah sure." How could I argue?
"Thanks so much. See you in a bit."
"Yeah."

I hung up and made my way to the store. It was starting to get cold so I grabbed my sweater and hurried into the store. I was planning on going in and getting out. I grabbed the milk and turned around when I bumped into someone dropping the gallon of milk and eggs making a mess everywhere.

"Crap!" I yelled. I bent down to try and attempt to salvage what I could.

"Im so sorry. I should have seen where I was looking.." a husky voice said to me. It made my stomach flip. The second I heard it, I saw fire in my eyes."

"No it's my fault." I said trying to scoop up the broken eggs as he picked up the hat and sunglasses he dropped on the ground.

"Here let me help you." as he reached down I saw a bracelet that seemed so familiar. And then it hit me
[Flashback]
"Thats a cool bracelet." I said looking down at Joe's wrist. His hands were balled into tense fists. His knuckles white.
"Thanks." he quietly whispered through his teeth as his eyes still stared into the bright flames.
"Whered you get it?" Im desperate. The awkward silence was killing me.
"My mom gave it to me. Its my good luck charm."
"Well I hope it works tonight."
"Yeah." he sighed.
[end flashback]

I instantly shot up and noticed that same dark thick hair. He looked up at me and his eyes grew wide. You have got to be kidding me
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ok ok chapter 4. its growing. lol do you guys like it??? do ya? do ya? do ya? lol
tell me what you think? or tell US what you think teehee.
forever and always and wonderwall later. i'm hungry so i'm gnna tell my bros to take me to eat! hahaha

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• angel
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• jponas
• brothers
• acoustichearts94
• wishinonastar07

[abigailgeraldshorty]

i had to come back and read this, it's so amazing.

and even though it's sad, you're writing makes me happy? that kinda makes no sense....

and btw, random yeah, but (jojo) i figured you might love a band i know. kinda well known. they're called "keane" and their 2004/2005 is especially awesome. i dunno, just figured for some reason you'd like them...

[wishinonastar07]

i absolutely adore them!!!!

i'm gonna see them in may when they come here hahaha

but thanks!!!

[LoveLastTillEternity]

You're such an amazing writer.

I so wish I could write as good as you.

I stayed up all night reading your stories.

Im sleep deprived,but i don't care

Because your stories are ROCK GIRL!!!

keep up the good work.

Oh and if you could,could you post another chapter to forever and always?

That ones my favorite.

Anyways,thanks:)

Great Chapter!!! Post more soon!!!!!

[wishinonastar07]

oh thank you so much.

but i cant take all the credit for this story.

its acoustichearts94's too.

[acoustichearts94]

the joy of brothers being home.

THEY TAKE YOU TO GET FOOD! =p

i liked this chapter!

YESSSS POST TONIGHT!!

[wishinonastar07]

its your turn darlingg

lol

its up to you!

[khandhm]

i like your guardian angel dont know about the other song but i like saying i wanna punch a baby haha

[badasseric]

this song makes me want to punch babbies

[WishUponAJonas]

amazing. end of story.

[idreamofnickjonas]

oh i love this story....its so differnt from others...post more

[12345678hi87654321]

i loveee it!

[Holliewood13]

indeed i do love it :)

[haleyhalo323]

It would be the best online/internet i have ever gotten in my entire life... lol...please?!

[haleyhalo323]

Its my bday today! yay. so... to celebrate why dont you post more wonderwall, guardian angel, and tdwc today. thanks

[haleyhalo323]

Its my bday today! yay. so... to celebrate why dont you post more wonderwall, guardian angel, and tdwc today. thanks