As soon as I got into my car and started driving to the hospital I has a bad feeling about this. Why me? Why him? Did it have to happen on our anniversary? all of those thoughts went through my head but I just kept telling myself everything was going to be ok. He would be fine it was just a false alarm. Wasn't it? Once I payed for my parking ticket at the hospital I rushed to the front doors of the E.R. where I saw a police officer and I said."Hello officer, Is your name Matt? I'm Jillian you called me about Zac." "Yes, I am Officer Matt. Nice to meet you I will escourt you to Zac's room." he explained. "Nice to meet you too and thank you."I replied and followed him into the elevator up to the 5th floor. He led me to Zac's room and then he left to let me see him for a little bit. I looked at him and just the way he looked made me cry. And I felt that this was all my fault for not stopping him when I thought something was wrong with him. All of a sudden a machine started beeping faster than it had been before and a bunch of doctors and nurses ran in and asked me to wait in the waiting room. They said they would come tell me the news once they found out what the problem was. I sat down in the waiting room chair and I just kept telling myself everything was going to be ok. Even though I knew it wasnt going to be ok. About 15 minutes later one of the nurses came back with a very sad look on her face. I knew what was coming something was terribly wrong and I really didn't want to hear it. But I knew if I wanted to help him recover I would have too. The nurse said"Jillian, I'm very sorry. But we lost him." "What?" my voice was just above a whisper and my tears just started falling and there was no way to stop them. The nurse came and sat next to me and said" I know its hard. The accident wasn't his fault. He got hit head on with a drunk driver. I'm very sorry for your loss." "But you don't understand."I said through sobs."When I saw him driving away I though something looked weird about his driving but I had just woken up so my eyes weren't fully open and I though everything was ok. This is all my fault." "Oh no sweetie it's not don't say that. Like I said it wasn't his fault. We tested him and it showed no signs of any alcoholic beverages. Please don't blame this on yourself." The nurse said. "Ok thank you may I at least just go sit in his room?" I asked."Of course."She said and she went back to her desk behind the counter. I walked into his room and couldn't believe what I was seeing. Seeing him like this made me cry even harder. This just wasnt possible. I went over to his bed and held his now cold hand. "Don't leave me. Please don't. I need you in my life." I whispered to him. I layed my head on his chest and cried of no longer hearing the sound of his heart beat. The nurse came in and asked if there was any one I needed her to call for me besides his parents. I gave her the phone number of my friend Nicole and 10 minutes later Nicole ran into his room. I looked up at her and said"He's gone." She ran over and hugged me and I just cried and cried. How could this be happening to me? This is all my fault. And that had to be the worst day of my life. But I dealt with it and I figured I just needed a good friend around like Nicole who would always be there when I needed her most.
(AN:The Jonas Brothers are coming! please comment and rate!)
Who's the song by?
Shivierie 3 years ago
jesse mccartney
jonasfreak278 3 years ago
aww thats so sad :[
tracytc1995 3 years ago
lol yea it was hard to write something so sad but once the jonas brothers come into the story everything will be good! thanks so much for reading!
jonasfreak278 3 years ago