Unable to Stay, Unwilling to Leave (wincest)

Vidder: Loki
Title: Unable to Stay, Unwilling to Leave
Song: Refur
Artist: Sigur Rós
Warnings: wincest
Category: AU
Characters/Pairings: Sam, Dean
Summary: And if I forget, Dean, make me remember, because I would burn down the whole world just to remind you of the smell of smoke.

A/N: A friend of mine, very talented vongue wrote this - literally - passage some time ago, and though it was really small, it was *it*. I loved it so much and I thought I'd make a video, because the imagery was amazing. So, this is it I guess, nothing more to say.
The original drabble was in Russian and I took the liberty to translate it, because this video couldn't really be interpreted without reading the story. Huge thanks to gaelicspirit for the beta.



And if I forget, Dean, make me remember because I have nothing but the road, and the smell of the smoke that soaked your clothes. Each morning brings another perfect lie; the lie of neat piles of bills and of shelves that are full of fragile souvenirs. There's a woman in my bed, sleeping. I don't even know her name.

And if I forget, Dean, next time don't let me wake up. Seal up my dream, find me. I would scream, but my mouth is sewn with darkness, until the dawn breaks, when I won't have anything to scream about. Find me. Your shards are scattered all over this cardboard world that is my home now, and I'm looking right through them without seeing a thing, without understanding. It's all in a loop; wake up as soon as possible, just to find you again. Wake up as soon as possible, only to lose you again.

And if I forget, Dean, make me remember, because I would burn down the whole world just to remind you of the smell of smoke.

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[puckjefloren]

I have no words for this. This is absolutely beautiful.

[JuliStoun]

It's unbelievable! Your work so amazing*.*)))

Great job as always :)

[amywhirlybird]

Just beautiful! lost 4 words for once :) To a job well done

[wingsofdrkness]

This whole thing (the video, the passage, all of it) made my heart hurt in the best way possible.

Amazing. Simply stunning.

[hongyewu]

really intense. good job

[hayenga1]

GAH! I love your work undoubtedly! And that little passage, was most definitely what made it work, I was watching it and thought what is it that is supposed to be going on here?!? then I read your Info bar and I literally was like, "Damn." plain and simple, it was amazing the passage and the video meshed unbelievably well.

As always, Great work! ♥

[YouHavePossibilities]

Awesome editing(:

[suryalinaten10]

I think my heart broke. sdfvsgmj;bltkhln

[luminousmortal]

I was so mesmerized, didn't want it to end..Every time you weave a new reality..I believe...

[Ackles4life]

Whoops... I almost cried>_< Wow...

Always amazing^__^

[reiselust161]

no more words necessary than : wonderful!

[pandionlou]

Feeling this on so many levels. Very moving. Beautiful.