Heyyy guys, Its the weekend and Im bored so enjoy
~Joes P.O.V.~
I didnt want it to turn out like yesterday, though I might like the makeout session part, I didnt want him to flip out and leave . . . so With effort I pulled away. I moved both of my hands to the back of his neck.
He grabbed onto my wrists, not to make me pull away, but, for support. I could understand why he could react like he did yesterday, But we were already in too deep. Why not just embrace the situation instead of run away from it?
"Nick," I started, but he stopped me.
"Shhh," Nick Shushed me. He craned his neck some and then we were kissing. The smell of his breath was so addicting. Him in general was so addicting. This kis was so short yet it had so much meaning. This was the breach on our relationship that was unfolding, IF, a relationship was unfolding. His lips were so warm and soft on mine, my heart couldnt help but race a mile a minute. It surprised me when he pulled away and his breathing was ragged. It made my heartbeat stutter knowing I could do that to him.
His thumbs traced the back of my hand and he pressed his forehead to mine like before. I couldnt stand not looking at him anymore. I ducked my head down so I was at eye-level with him. His eyes were open and so were mine. I pecked his lips softly a few times, our eyes still open.
"We cant keep avoiding this, We have to talk about it, Nick." I said.
He sighed and released his hands from my wrist. I let go of his neck and moved away some.
"I know." He said finally. "Im sorry I left the things the way I did yesterday. Im sorry I pretending like it never happened today. I thought if I did you would just let it drop. I wanted you to let it drop . . . or atleast I thought I did . . . I wanted . . . to make myself want to forget. But Joe," He turned to face me. His face seemed otherworldly. "I cant deny that Im in love with the way you kiss me. Im in love with they way our bodies felt touching eachothers yesterday. I never thought I could admit this to anyone including myself, But . . . Im gay." His dropped his head into his hands. As if he was ashamed. My blood boiled.
I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and pulled his face into my chest. "You listen to me, Nick. I started rubbing his back. I dont want you to ever be ashamed of who you are. You are who you are and you shouldnt change it for anyone. You shouldnt think its wrong for being gay just because other people do. I accept you. Thats all that matters."
Nick lifted his head up to smile at me when my mom knocked at my door. I shrugged out of the hug as I walked to the door.
"Joe," My mom said looked down at a piece of paper. "Im going to the grocery store." She looked up at me and noticed Nick. "Oh, I didnt know you had company."
Nick walked over to the door. "Hi, Im nick." He said, shaking her hand.
She smiled. "Nice to meet you, Nick."
Nick smiled back.
"Well, She started. I just wanted to tell you Im going to the store, do you want anything?"
"Umm, fruit roll-ups."
Nick giggled and my stomach fluttered.
That reminded me. "Oh mom, can Nick stay the night tonight?" I looked at nick and I saw a smile emerge on his face.
"Thats fine. Well bye."
I closed the door and went to sit on the bed. Nick sat next to me. I layed down it surprised me when he layed down with me and put his head on my chest. I started playing with his hair while he rubbed my abs softly. I laughed lightly when I remembered just last night I wished I could do this with him and now I am.
"You know," He started. "You have a beautiful giggle." He looked up at me smiling.
"You're heartbeats going so fast!" He commented a couple seconds later.
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YAY!!! nick admitted it!! :)
cant wait for the next one!!
xxRandomlyHerexx 2 years ago 3
it was so nice and cute..nick finally admitted it
Jicklover 2 years ago