Rajanikanta Sen was a high devotee from Bengal in the early 20th century . His songs , often influenced by compositions of Rabindranath Tagore have a element of deep pathos and prayer . In this song he says --
" I feel ashamed when I think that you(god) know every feeling arising within my heart - both good and bad .
I evade the watchful eye's of other people and do what not !
I feel like shying away to think of all those thoughts .
If I ever say anyone of those thoughts , they would never again sit with me in the same bed .........................
........................and say , ' we abondon you ' .
That is why i commit crimes and then wash off my hands to wear a garb of a sadhu .
Then they say , ' he is a good man , always hari on his lips . '
I myself bring in those burden of sin and keep my heart darkened .
Only to start back and see your watchful eyes behind me !
Then i collapse at your feet in shame and fear and say.......
..........' I have been caught red handed . Now you do whatever you feel like . '
I feel ashamed when I think that you know every feeling arising within my heart - both good and bad . "
Rathhin Ghosh-er kirtan ki stock-e aachhe?
Sandipdas369 3 months ago
@Sandipdas369 na rathin ghosh upload kora hoy ni . tobe rathin ghosh ar chhabi di'r ekta baul-ango duet amar collection-ey acche . gauranga bishoyok . ota uploader icche ache .
that apart , im too much of a fan of rathin ghosh ( i know it might sound odd and even blasphemous ! ) . uni kirtan-er modhye onek modern yantranusongo ebong dramatisation use korten jegulo puro byapartakei loghu kore dey . radharani devi ba chabi bandaopadhyay-er modhye ami eta pay ni .
halleygoswami 3 months ago
Chhobi Bandopadhyayer konthhe ei gaan shune khub bhaalo laaglo.Chhotobelaay ei shilpeer onek Kirtananger Gaan shuntaam.E dhoroner Kiratnanger gaan, Chhobi Bandopadhyay o Rathhin Ghosh-er konthhe, jodi apnaar stock-e thhaake, please upload korun.
Sandipdas369 4 months ago
@Sandipdas369 amar upload's er modhye onek chhabi bannerjees kirtan acche . khuje dekhben ..paben . god bless ")
halleygoswami 3 months ago
The words are so simple and yet the truth in these simple words can move your soul.
Galavya41 6 months ago
@Galavya41 yes indeed . so profound and meaningful
halleygoswami 6 months ago