Gibberish as myself part 1

Hello!

First of all I would just like to say that this is my very first ever recorded video of myself, so please understand that I am the very definition of what a beginner is, or a 'noob' as what the internet community calls them.

Through this video, I am sharing an experience I had back in 2003 which has changed the way I perceived myself as being. Ever since then, I have directed my attention towards unravelling this very profound experience of myself - a quest which just recently ended as I understood that what I am truly looking for, is already HERE.

So, enjoy! ;)

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[ouroboros28]

lol,

Well, to answer your question about the pace through which i talk, i can only say that it originates from a habbit I got when i was younger.

I feared silences back then because I perceived silences as beholding all of the doubts I had about my self expression. I thus built a defence mechanism which pushed me to fill the silences with as much words as possible when I talk, so that I do not let the 'evil' silences seep through my conscious awareness.

I am not always this way...

[ouroboros28]

(continued) however... I am mostly this way when I am new to something...

[msforcina]

I can relate. Perception of perception of perception of perception... stop. Direct. I am here.

[h4rk4t]

Finally someone on the same track as me... I love how you put that all into words for the so-called material world... it can be hard to get things out like that, especially when half of the world is blind. Thankyouuu for the post :)

[tullepie]

Hi Alex - cool, you write as you speak:)

[MarlenLife]

nosnikraP! Cool to see you hehe i get you now.. lol it was like english comprehension exam for me lol, nice to meet you here.

[DDisHereasOne]

Hey Alex!

[injozut]

Very fast idd but hey its cool.Thanks

[ydaw]

cool, thx for sharing this

you allways talk at this pace - is kinda.. fast, but I hear you well