your {heart} in the clouds

raindrops, they're dropping on me like your heart's in the clouds above.

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If you've been wondering about why I haven't been on youtube, continue reading. If you really just don't care and just want to watch my videos, then skip over pretty much everything :3 This is going to end up being insanely long, mostly because I haven't really talk to anybody about it... if I did, I most likely would have ended up bawling and wouldn't be able to get through one sentence lol. Just need to let this stuff out. So, my whole summer was pretty ruined when my Nonno passed away. If you don't know what Nonno is, it's means grandpa in italian. He's been sick for a long time, and about a month before he passed away he was put in a hospice which is a place terminally ill people are put to live their last days in a peaceful environment. Which it really was, I was there pretty often and the room he was in was just like home. And it's funny because just a few days before he died, I was there visiting him and he was totally fine. He even ate ice cream cone xP But, his breathing started getting bad and what not, and then my mom told me, and at first I was like, in denial I guess, so I didn't cry... until I was in bed and started thinking about him and everyone and started thinking INSANELY depressing thoughts like everyone I love is eventually going to die, my mom, my dad, my grandma, which made it even worse... let's just say I woke up with an extreme headache. =/ Skipping over to the wake. I couldn't even contain myself when I walked in and saw the casket. The most heartbreaking thing was seeing my Nonna crying so hard. She wouldn't stop saying how much she loves, and what I really like about that though is the fact that she was saying "I love you so much" not "I LOVED you so much." Then my brother and his girlfriend walk in a bit later and calls me heartless and says that I have no soul because he didn't see me cry. PFFTTT. Maybe if he would have been there 10 minutes ago -.- And I forgot to mention how all of the girls like the daughters, grandchildren and great grand children all got these dragonfly necklaces to wear from the hospice. There was a story about how the dragonfly represents change and moving on to new life, so we all wore dragonfly necklaces to represent him. So I'm just gonna skip over the actual funeral, because I'm never going to be able to fit all this. I will say that my Nonna wanted to see him be put into the wall, (he wasn't buried) which usually doesn't happen. Everyone will leave, and then they'll put the person into the wall. No, she wanted to see it through right till the very end. So of course everyone stayed to watch. Then a few days after that, a really weird thing happened. I was taking the dishes out of the dish washer and I heard like, the buzzing of a fly, so I looked over at the window aaanndd it wasn't a fly. We get flies in the house all the time and my dog chases them :3 But anyways, it was wasn't a fly, it was a freaking dragonfly. Like, how does a dragonfly get into a house?! I've never even seen a dragonfly up so close, and there it is on the window. I told my mom and apparently she saw it too before she went to work, which was 5:30 in the morning, so the dragonfly had been in the house for about 7 hours. So i've now decided that I'm getting a dragonfly tattoo ;D Well, me, my cousin, and aunt are going to. And whenever I watch Beauty and the Beast, I always think of him because Belle's father looks EXACTLY like him. It's actually funny xD Same white hair in the same places, both short and chubby. Well. If you've read all of this, either you're really bored, or you do care about me :) So thank you. ^^

So about the video. I started this right when Bim's new album Scatterheart came out, which was July 28. I've been waiting soooo long for this album, and it's sooo amazing! I bought the whole album from Itunes. I hate how badly I cut the song, but most of the song wouldn't really fit with clips, so I had to cut, It was supposed to be longer than this, but I just got tired of it. =/ Happens to us all, right? :)

Information
Song: Raindrops
Artist: Bim
Program: Sony Vegas 8

And if you like this song, and can't find it anywhere which is probably the case, go on Itunes and buy it :3 I bought the whoole album because Bim is just too amazing! Buuttt, if you don't have a credit card or a pre-paid Itunes card (like me lol) then send me a PM and I'll send you the download link I made :)

Category:

Film & Animation

Tags:

• disney
• herrsheykiss

[AandIShow]

im sorry for what's been happening, so i feel stupid for asking this of you. Whats the name of the song in this video?

[HerrsheyKiss]

@AandIShow Raindrops by Bim. It says that at the beginning of the video :P

[thebraveandtheloony]

This may be a stupid question but does anyone know the music used? I tried searching the snippets of lyrics but came up with nothing.

[HerrsheyKiss]

@thebraveandtheloony Lol. The song is at the very beginning of the video. It's Raindrops by Bim

[tinkfashin86isback]

YOU are the best disney-video maker! YOU!

[lance2005]

don't watch Disney... but the video was awesome... nice editing... you should try to finish it with the whole song I tought my sister how to do this and now she is going to school for editing you should do the same...

[MagicMusicnLaughter]

I love this song so much and this was really beautiful <3

What's funny is that when I read the info I realized that I have actually seen this before, when you put it out, but prob before I had started to listen to bim as much as I do now^^ I found this again when I was looking to see if you had several bim-videoes, and I can't believe you used this song <3 It's like my favorite on the album - pure epicness. I love that you vid bim, but anyway I think you're a really talented editor!

[RumourDarcile]

i cant seem to stop watching this teeny. :D <3

[SaramosaLedker]

Could I ask you to upload this song? I really like it and I can't listen it on youtube or on the other music sites.

[CratesPolcee]

I'm really sorry for your loss and everything that has happened to you <3.

Still- this is amazing!! The beats were matched perfectly and the whole blur effect was really pretty. Gosh, if only everyone had skills like yours :).

[ToboeOkamiKiba]

Sorry about you grampa. I never knew any of mine. I only have one grandmother and she's getting up there. Just survived a car crash that should have killed her. As for your borother... who's the one who came in LATE?

[Chereshenka]

Chris, this is unbelievable!

so glad you're here again with your awesome vids ;)

love ya

[SweetGarnet]

oh god wow.. this was amazing.....

can you tell me where you have found this soong...?

i just can´t find it and its so beautiful..

[MicMic18]

I'm sorry that you lost your Nonno. I think the same things you do about everyone I know dying someday and it's so sad to even begin to think about. :( But at least we know that God will always be with us.