Depression & Mania : The Great Liars

I view depression and mania as two separate entities with one common goal -- my destruction. They attempt to attain this goal in two very different ways, and sometimes even join forces. Our defense? Gain insight, recognize depression and mania for the decievers they are, and don't listen to their lies! Challenge their lies and delusions at every step.

I'm not stoned or sedated, just disorganized thoughts and having trouble retrieving them.

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[Mishale1970]

You are so clear in your explanations and descriptions, that makes it so much easier for me to understand and relate to. Also, I like your (self-) ironic comments and dry wit, you bring in from time to time in your vids, even if you seem not so cheered up. Great work!

[PennyAnn25]

@Mishale1970 Thank you. It seems like I am doing even better than I thought.

[MonacoBlast]

I no longer agree. I see mania as a reaction against deeper depression. The more I compensate for depression the more of my life that just goes down the drain. In the end I am alone no matter how much I kid myself.

[PennyAnn25]

@MonacoBlast

I am glad you were able to find help. I have never heard of Miralex and can only find information about a skin cream and shampoo for psoriasis by that name.

[shoegalsho]

This is a terrific video well done! Very well done.

[selffamily1]

"...or talking in front of the camera to do a blog."

So have you been able to chart your baseline sense of humor? ;)

[MonacoBlast]

@PennyAnn25 I didn't sleep for 16 months. Finally was put on Miralex. Suicidal thoughts have ended. I'm finally feeling like things might in fact get better. It was my GP that helped me, not my shrink.

[PennyAnn25]

If you need more information I invite you to watch more of my videos and to look into current reading materials that are from a variety of viewpoints. I don't advise suggesting 'it's all in your head' & 'just think happy thoughts & you'll feel better'...

[PennyAnn25]

The depressions and manias of bipolar often come about without regard to life situations. I had everything going for me & was a-ok until depression changed my outlook-my situation did not change spurring a depression. Same for mania. There are triggers, of course. Not enough sleep, for example.

[PennyAnn25]

It is obvious you do not understand much about bipolar disorder/manic depression. I can't force it on you. But I can assure you, my behavior is dangerous to myself & others when I do not have the medication I need to control my symptoms of bipolar disorder. I am responsible not just for myself, but for everyone else out there as well. I prefer to be NOT delusional, have NO hallucinations, sleep & be as independent as possible. That is why I take my medication for my bipolar disorder.

[itzjamiex]

this brave woman is coming out of the closet about manic depression.. literally.. I see coats!