Downhill...

After over a year of absence, I want to give you a tidbit of why I was gone. I was going downhill. Now I hope to actually do something with my account.

The story is that I once had videos I made in 2007 until 2010. I was real misguided and enthusiastic at the time, but the result afterward were unsuccessful. It took me many months to realize that my videos were going nowhere and I stopped trying after I wanted to make another video since late July of 2010. I wanted to kick the can before I was labeled the next Michael Bay, further realizing my ideas for future videos were not only crap, but I was getting low on hard drive space as well.

In late 2010 to early 2011, I was ready to admit defeat as I could never bring good content and I was losing hope in myself. Life has also caused a turn-around: I've become a pessimist and have little interest in socializing or living. I also feel like life is preying on me and my ignorance no matter what I do, because I don't want to assume or believe in what's true-or-false or good-or-bad, knowing that I could get taken advantage of.

Then I thought about trying once more, but instead do it for myself. I have a site up and a blog, so check it out if you want. (http://joeythegamemaster.webs.com) and (http://joeythegamejunkie.blogspot.com).

I'll also upload a "future plans" video shortly (to give you a little more insight), but I want this video to be up for some time before I do anything else.

Music: Atmospheric Mood, Composed by Olivier Deriviere from the Obscure: Aftermath soundtrack (C) 2007.

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[akumie2]

I like how your videos has so few views haha

see my channel, I have very few views and subs but I make lists videos and review games no one has done or go in depth of some games other dont do....do unique things and it might work....make intros to the videos and so on....no need to use high resolution, just make them good...see my videos...random but in my opinion not to bad made

[RYNOPro]

@akumie2 I couldn't agree with you any further. I mean, at least give me a chance! It's not like they're going to see something life-changing, yet they're lacking any benefits of doubts and consideration to actually understand that I'm a human being with a particular interest and I feel like showing it. Need I say more?...

[akumie2]

@RYNOPro I am just saying make videos you like and if people care to see them so much the better

For me atleast I want a certain quality on my videos

Like my In depth reviews of games (counter strike, soul calibur...) or my list videos (Metal around the world commercial, James bond intro compilation, Virtual boy games/demos (compilation)...) that sure takes time to make and I might not get the views but it is videos I will be happy with and not remove withing some month