I hate OCD.

Still having a bad time with OCD and my obsession has switched to something that is considered really weird. It makes me feel isolated and like an alien. I'm starting to get frustrated and angry and I keep asking, why does my brain have to be this way? Why can't I just live normally like other people?

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[B100DWRATH666]

who the fuck wants to know this seriously, youtube is for entertainment not depressing life stories.

[ByeByeBelly]

@B100DWRATH666 5000 people, mental illness is common, youtube is for vlogging and any kind of video content

[benvolio15]

Do you ever obsess about us viewers here on YouTube (what we'll think of you and all that?)

[ByeByeBelly]

@benvolio15 haha nope!

[davisfontanes]

I know how you feel JEN. I too suffer from OCD, ANXIETY! there are certain days I just hate it..My hands look bad I am getting through it everyday and you will too..just be brave, KEEP YOUR HOPE and faith ALIVE!!! <3

[TheStomperReedFeed]

@ohwhatabutterfly I agree with that 100 percent.

[ohwhatabutterfly]

@B100DWRATH666 No I'm not mad just type that way sometimes I don't know why.

[B100DWRATH666]

@ohwhatabutterfly umad?

[ohwhatabutterfly]

@B100DWRATH666 Uhm Not A Idiot Your The Idiot Who Gets On Here,And Picks On Peoples Videos If You Don't Want To Watch Videos On How Illness Effects People Or Learn What The Illness Is Then Don't Bother Even Watching Even If You Don't Know If You Like It.And The Real Idiot Here Is You Grow Up,And Stop Picking On People Would Think Your Pass That Age By Now.

[B100DWRATH666]

@ohwhatabutterfly how do i know if i don't like it if i haven't seen it idiot, and i had to leave a comment of how pathetic it is to put this depressing bullshit on youtube.

[ohwhatabutterfly]

Do You Ever Watch Other Peoples Videos,And See Some Of The Same Things Your Are Going Through Or Know What They Maybe Going Through?Please Let Me Know If You Would Like To View Some Of My Videos.Feel Free To Share Your Thoughts.I'm Still Not Sure Really Whats Going On With Me.I'm Going Through Depression,Panic Anxiety, Paranoia,Social Anxiety.I Do Feel Like I Have OCD Not Sure If Thats What I Have As Well Maybe You Could Watch My Videos,And Tell me What You Think.

[ohwhatabutterfly]

@B100DWRATH666 Seriously I Mean Really Why Do You Click On Peoples Videos If You Do Not Care To Learn About This Illness's Videos Like This Is To Help People Better Understand This Illness.Not For People Like You To Come Along,And Run Your Mouth.Youtube Is Not Just For Entertainment Youtube Covers All Different Video Categories.If You Made Any Videos You Would See What Categories Lists There Are.So If You Don't Like This Video Categories Then Don't Bother To Watch.No One Asked You Too.

[nerdymom2]

@ByeByeBelly feeling isolated and like an alien is actually a sign of depersonaliztion disorder

[Gingerrrrsnapps]

I have had anxiety since I was 16. Its crazy the things you feel and think about. I was told there are seven types of ocd. You have the 7th which is the death one. I have an over active thought process. I cant ever shut down I worry and have to plan everything. But everyone has something. Maybe ill start a vlog.