Vlog 8/16/09 Part I

Haven't been too great lately...

Category:

People & Blogs

Tags:

• social
• anxiety
• depression
• thoughts
• of
• death

[ilovepizzaforever07]

Have you talked to a therapist?

[ConsciousCloud]

@ilovepizzaforever07

Nope, but I really do want to. The biggest issue for me is that I don't think my insurance would cover multiple visits to a therapist so it would be too costly for me at this time. If I knew that it was something I could do on a regular basis that wouldn't burden me financially, I would go, but just going once or twice wouldn't help me much in my opinion.

[TCRos15]

Your sleep schedule is very similar to mine. I go from 4am to maybe 2pm sometimes

[lisa73uk]

I haven't watched the rest of your video's yet but i wanted to say your such a nice guy, please try and keep your chin up. i look forward to your video's more than any bodies. Your on the right path spiritually. Your a cool dude Mr Chris!

[jdogg8830]

my life sucks to, i get fired from my jobs, dont have a girlfriend, im frustrated to chris, im with ya man

[45petrus]

@TCRos15 Yes same here, but then I always regret I missed the morning. And when I actually want to be up in the morning I have to stay up all night, and then I just feel tired in the morning.

[kseniya1982]

Well,first about the past, do not dwell on the past- focus on the real life past cant be changed but future can be changed.this is a willful decision- and sometimes you have to make yourself DO smth before you understand what is it you like.I had a history of abuse as a child (all kinds of it) and it affected my whole life but i just made a decision to get through it- therapy - even if it is 2-4 sessions can help and then you like to help people - then volunteer in the hospital

[miniaturestallion69]

your videos make me cry sometimes, because I realize that a lot of what you say is true in my life as well, lost opportunities, relationships... i don't know, it makes me feel happy that i'm not alone, but at the same time i'm angry at the world for its existence (not the worlds existence, but the SA), I feel the same when people ask me for help, I can't decline at all, I cant bring myself to it, hope your life gets better

[booblebumthumb]

I have lived my life feeling like a third wheel or "the backup" so to speak.

[booblebumthumb]

I am kinda like you man, for a while now i have been completely discouraged cause every interest or idea that i feel i want to try out, or aspire to, its either that i don't know how to start it, or i do and i fail at it cause lots of other people are simply better and more successful at it than me. After that i lose those ideas and start off back at square one again where i am not getting anywhere.

[hardcorebiker15]

A wise man once said there is no progression without struggle, I'm a believer in that shit I have been struggling my whole life, keep ya head up!

[Krsjohns]

Hey man, if you need someone to talk to I am here. I have battled the same things and I know where you are. I am not a weirdo or creep, just someone who cares. You have more purpose then you know.

[Krsjohns]

I hope thing's are getting better, I understand how you feel, if you ever want to talk about things just say so. I'm not a creep or weirdo and I will listen to you. I just figured you need to know that someone understands and someone cares.

[ZanderoAwesomo]

i dont really know what to tell you, im kinda going through the same thing as you i find it very difficult to get up in the morning and being enthusiastic and postive is just...dont kill yourself ok just go on holiday and get away from everything