Not My Name;; Episode 65 {Jonas Brothers Love Story}

Nick's POV:
I laid there in the chair for what felt like hours, I couldn't fall asleep.
What if she needed me? Or something happened?
But as the rain and the clock kept its rhythmic beat, I felt myself fade off into slumber.

I dreamt that Emily and I had made a record together as a band together and we went on tour and we were together, happy and singing together.
But suddenly she fell in love with a fan she met. He was nicer and cuter than me.
He had less issues and he wasn't famous so she left me to go live with him in the country in Nebraska.
"don't leave me Em! Don't leave! I'll change! Ill quit my career! All I want it you" I said as she was about to getting on the neon green plane.
"why would I want you?" she said and then turned around, kissed the fanboy and got on the plane.
I stood there watching the plane leave.
The sunny day suddenly turned into rain and it began pounding on the top of my head and my hair draped in front of my face and I couldn't see the speck in the sky that was the plane. The thunder rolled and lightning flashed.
Suddenly there was an earthquake and I saw mom, dad, Joe, Kevin and Frankie all about to fall into the huge crake in the ground and I ran to save them but it was too late.

I woke up with a fright and I felt my heart beating ten thousand times a second, my face was sweaty and my hands were white, clammy and gripping the sides of my chair.
"nick? You alright bro?" joe was looking down at me with a worried look on his face.
I sat up and wiped my forehead with the back of my cold hand, "y-yeah im fine"
"I came to see if you were hungry, you've been here for hours" joe said with a worried tone still in his voice.
"I can't leave Em-" I looked over at the bed that was now vacant, "WHER-"
"CHILL man chill, they just took her to get some tests, I told them to leave you here. I thought you'd like to get some sleep"
"of course I wouldn't want to get some SLEEP! My girlfriend doesn't F'IN REMEMBER WHO I AM! FORGET SLEEP" I screamed and I stood up and began to pace not knowing what to do. My head was jumbled.
"i-im sorry man" joe said in a softer voice.
I stopped pacing and turned to look at joe who was now looking at me with a slightly frightened look.
"no...im sorry, I didn't mean to...sorry" I said, my brain didn't seem to want to process words either.
I sighed, stepped over to joe and pulled him into a hug and he hugged me back.
"thank you, for ya' know, being here" I said as I pulled away.
"always man" he said and gave me a sympathy smile.
"so how long has Emily been gone?"
"they just took her about a half an hour ago"
I looked over at the wall clock and was shocked to see it was already nine in the morning.
I had slept nine hours.
I looked behind me and the sun was shining through the window.
"so...food?" joe asked.
"yeah...sure" I replied, even though I didn't feel very hungry.

I sat in the cafeteria with everyone as the chatted about this and that. All of it seemed to go through one ear and out the other. I picked at my food, it didn't look very appetizing and truthfully, if I ate right now I would probably throw up.
I looked around the room at all the people and patients.
All looking either cheerful or gloomy.
Or gloomy but candy coding it with cheerfulness.
"im going to go for a walk" I said, stood up and walked out of the cafeteria without another word. I could feel their eyes on my back as I left.
I walked down the hallway and stepped into the elevator letting it take me down as my heart sank with it.
Life's never not complicated.
Especially my life.

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