This is my testimony. This is the story of my pathetic wasted existence.
Lyrics:
Sitting here just rolling chilling looking out my window feeling feelings like grieving
Heaving through the smoke Im breathing thinking how the hell I get to this 5 years
Ago Id say Id made it time to play put away it cant quite sense my sense upgraded
Looking back I know Ive faded and I know its grated on my mind and over time
Ive seen the singes yet still I wouldnt trade feels like Ive been jaded and I know
That by me youve been graded lets admit Ive been outdated even though
Thought Id made this shit up but it turns out people years before said it time bed
Walk away instead of sell it Im just an overzealous cellist weaving music on a pellet
While I jell it you can tell it but dont you fucking look at me when I get fucking
Jealous youll regret it cuss what you have means more to me then I can name and it
Insane But watching you it brings me nothing else but pain which turns to shame
Then always slowly turns in to haltered and blame and then I hate my self for
Wanting what you have and to change I guess were all just born to play are role and
Take the Toll without control from poll to poll I seek to pay back every thing I stole
I want Kiss your face and know your sole inside my hart you leave a hole its all I
Know I Wish that time would pass more slow to old I grow and so I right this rhyme
As all the people faces pass me by while I was high for every lie I told that inside
Made me cry cuss every thing you think you know about me is nothing
But disguise just layers of anecdotes and stolen quotes so inside I can hide
But now I stand right here so let me plead my case before you bin me whispering
Lies Im wondering how the hell this daemon thing get in me just Durham or a
Henley its a sin to see it grimly take a hold me and over me my soil is sinking dimly
Take a dive cuss every Pease of shit wrought was so contrived so take sigh relive
Eyes and so oh yeah Im still alive revive your drive to further strive the time has
Come to now arrive now you most thrive its not enough for you to only just survive
And so for Hours from my tower I get showered with sour flowers which then I
Devoured and scoured just to feel empowered which always leads to looking in the
Mirror screaming aloud you selfish coward youve been grown and narcissistically
Powered with these delusions of grander and this isnt slander my commander I
Complied to fit your standard I abide to pandered feels like my bodies under cover
And minds is just the handler tell the day I die I know Ill still be living this
Substandard and unaided to persuaded into letting me invaded like I said cant
Quite sense my senses sense theyve been upgraded so I tried to find some meaning
In the things past people believed in then Im reeling feeling thoughts Im steeling
Wishing I were healing cuss deep down in my hart I know that Im nothing but a
Cynic to the clinic spin it hit it flick it spit it out and bin it through the crowds I see
The Faces watching judging hoeing in it wanting parts of me but lots of me has
Already Been deleted on my feet I seek salvation through sensational temptation the
Foundation of frustration slowly leads to my location do I need their validation their
Vibrational sensations infestation formulation stead I choose my known vocation
So why the fuck I always gotta be so friendly it emends me so I agree with all the
Shit you fucking say hopping youll lend just an ear so you can the shit that passes
Through me so thinly I cant give another fucking smile or a nod it just aint in me
This is my testimony alibi Im just a phony glad you know me said you saw me
Faking forth in fact you owe me cant control me couldnt clone me wouldnt own
Me we were homies never lone me you disown me you were right so just let go me
dam, ur cute
Exogenesix19 1 year ago 11
THIS IS AWESOME AND UR CUTE THUMBS UP FOR YOU
xoxo Nina
TheUsgirlzpictures 1 year ago 4