Hey guys I'm really sorry for the long break. It's been a busy time and even now, I'm not sure when the next one will be up. I will try and make it so I at least get one chapter up a week but sometimes I may be late I do apologise for that. I do have lots of things going on... I hope you guys like the story enough to keep reading despite that and even if you don't I will continue writing it because I enjoy the process and I am a big fan of these two. NILEY FOREVER! Here it is!
18 Jan 2009
Mileys POV:
What have I done? He was trying to fix things and I was so obnoxious and selfish that I had the nerve to abandon him on the first day we tried to hang out in over a year! Stupid Miley! I haven't been able to sleep these past 5 nights. I am exhausted and incredibly upset and it's all my fault! I haven't even been able to muster the courage to call and apologise to him for my poor behaviour. Then again he would be used to it after 2 years of knowing me before we broke up. I'm very stubborn and impatient and just plain impulsive! GAH Miley you IDIOT! I STILL LOVE HIM FOR GOODNESS SAKE! With EVERYTHING in me and MORE! The kind of love that cannot be equalled. Not even by him...
Nicks POV:
I pick up my phone and call Mileys number. I don't care if she hangs up on me it's worth hearing her voice. I miss it. I miss her. It's like the huge hole that has been growing in me this last year has swollen again these past few days. I can't stand being away from her. I know I moved to fast for her in the car that day... I shouldn't have brought up our past and feelings all at once like that. Nick Jonas you stupid, insensitive prick. Ok... deep breath... here goes:
"Hello?" I hear her saying at the other end "Nick?"
"Miley I'm sorry! Please, I was really insensitive the other day. We should never have started talking about that so soon. That was very foolish of me. I'm sorry."
"Nick, it had to come out sooner or later. I'm sorry too. What I did was way too harsh. I'm sorry I ruined your plans, I just... couldn't take the hurt anymore." I could hear her sniffling on the other end
"Miley, please don't cry. It's in the past."
"That's the whole point, Nick"
"I'm confused" I raised my eyebrows
"Well... I... I ... wish it wasn't in the past" she stuttered
I felt a wave of relief was over me, my heart began pounding really fast in my chest... could it be that she was still thinking about us in that way? That there was maybe hope after all? I had an idea. I was not going to do this over the phone. She needs to SEE how much I still care... and I need to see her response.
"Listen, Miles you're going to the Inaugral Party tomorrow right? You're on the set list"
"You betcha"
"Ok well I shall see you there ok? We'll talk about what happened later. I don't wanna push it. I want you to be able to have your space and be comfortable around me. I want to patch things up between us. You have no idea how much I want that."
"Same here, Nick and dont worry about space... I've had far too much of that lately"
I smiled through the phone "So see you tomorrow?"
"Okay dokay! Good luck up there Jonas!" I could feel her lighten up already
"You too Cyrus! Sleep well tonight okay?"
"Funny that"
"Oh?"
"Nup nup, don't worry "
"You know I do"
"Well you don't have to I'm fine"
"Ok. See you soon then"
"Bye Nick"
I pounded my fist in the air and let out a smile at the thought of getting to see her again the very next day. I wonder what that will have in store for us... God I love her. And I'm gonna prove it! I miss the deep conversations we used to have, her warm smile that brightens up my world no matter what mood I'm in, her soft touch, her amazing hugs, her beautiful eyes, her laugh that radiates her optimism and joy of living, her sweet kisses that leave me gasping for air. She is absolutely breathtaking. Always was and always will be, inside and out. She has the most beautiful soul. Even when she's an old, crippled grandma she will never lose this unparalleled beauty that has me mesmerised.
Mileys POV:
As soon as I hang up I fall onto my bed with my hands covering my face and scream quietly into them. Then I let them down, sigh and let out a huge smile. How does he manage to fix everything with such composure and ease? He is absolutely AMAZING. I turn on my ipod and listen to our song once more, but this time I fall asleep to it easily and swiftly and start to dream... about him, naturally. About the day we first met... and how that changed my life in the best possible way. I thank God for bringing him into my life... and no matter how much we fight or try to escape... we will always end up by each other's side in the end...
To be continued...
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if i die young ;; Austin Pollock ♥by cutieboo1221,123 views
wow that episode left me at a loss of words an a shred of hope for them in the series it's so easy to see they want each other more improtantly need one another but the struggle and battle to have the other is truley the passion behind there feeling toward another and their realishonship
Jenna322 2 years ago