Pharmaceutical drugs are bullshit, and I have the proof. I am 24 fucking years of living proof. (Complete list of medications and diagnoses are in this description, click "show more" below to see everything else)
I'm tagging the shit out of this because obviously people don't fucking get it.
As always, I license all of my shit under Creative Commons, so if anyone wants to remix me for the lulz then go for it, I don't care. But I'm sick of being quiet about this.
I have been diagnosed with (this is how a therapist would write his notes):
Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder at 13 years of age. (w/ O.C.D. Feeding Features)
Chronic depression at 15 years of age.
Major Depressive Disorder at 22 years of age. (w/ non-psychotic relapses)
Body Dysmorphic Disorder at 22 years of age. (w/ Compulsive & Agoraphobic Features)
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder at 22 years of age. (Initially acute, now chronic)
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder at 23 years of age. (w/ Bipolar Features and Contributing Anxiety Factors)
Medications taken:
Adderal at 13 years old.
Ritalin at 13 years old.
Concerta at 14 years old.
Celexa at 15 years old.
Zoloft at 16 years old.
Stratera at 17 years old.
Medidate at 17 years old.
Seroquel at 20 years old. (Edit: This was actually at 17.)
Prozac at 21 years old.
Ambilify at 21 years old.
Celexa again at 23 years old.
Xanax at 23 years old. (Strength and Usage Increasing)
Concerta again at 23 years old.
Effexor at 24 yeras old.
Cymbalta at 24 years old.
I never tried "illegal drugs" when I was going through puberty.
I have never taken heroin, meth, cocaine, crack, speed, or any other possible hardcore drug you could list. Hell, I haven't even done Ecstasy. Not even mushrooms. I used to drink as a kid (but who hasn't), but I have only done this twice, so ummmm ok. Nowadays, I only drink once in a while (at most once every month) and it's NEVER hard liquor, because I'm afraid I might kill myself or do something terrible if I get drunk.
What's my outlook? Probably not good. That's the vibe I get anyway. How do I feel on the inside? This is what my inner therapist tells me according to the DSM-IV:
O.C.D. (w/Bipolar Features and contributing anxiety factors)
Major Depressive Disorder (Chronic, diagnosed non-psychotic, suicidal relapses)
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (Initially Acute, Now Chronic, almost more than 2 years)
A.D.H.D. (w/ OCD Features) (But I'm really starting to question if I ever had this, I was just given pills as a kid and was told to keep taking them like a good boy...)
Body Dysmporhia Disorder (w/Compulsive Behavior & Agoraphobic Features)
How many doctors have I tried? More than I have listed or care to count. All I know is that I'm listing all that I can remember. How many years have I been putting up with this?
You would think our psychologist and doctors would GET IT by now. But nope...they don't...and I'm pretty sure not the only one who has these problems.
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i liked, u look like nice man. take it easy and think things thru
roslynny 1 week ago
I was taking up to 15 vicodin (10/325) a day, i took zanex, and 10 or so Soma a day.. i got off em ALL. you can too. but i disagree with you about the (im not a junky, or some pill popper) if your taking all that you ARE a junky dude.. its not something impossible to beat.
Toyman1982 1 week ago
@skeletonbitchify
hey, fuck you ! your another guy that says prescription drug add is fake,fraud,etc
your wrong... or are u just jellous because all u get to take is lame ass weed
c0ncerta 2 weeks ago
I can't imagine how you must feel. Being prescribed drugs just to function on a daily basis is nothing short of forced drug addiction. Yes, SOME people need anti depressants and aids for anxiety, but personally I have seen so many close friends become somehow transformed into emotionless blank people because of them. The prescription drug industry in this country is a murderous fucking soul sucking machine, and all for profits. It makes me sad to imagine how many other people suffer from this..
skeletonbitchify 1 month ago
It's sad how the medical service have turned into an industry. Doctors are not paid to give you good advices on how to get better, they are paid to prescribe you pills that only makes it worse so that you'll come back and let them suck more money out of you. Commercialism is really ruining the world nowadays. : /
TheBananular 1 month ago