Struggling with Eating Disorder; Advice?~ OSnapski Recovery

Rawr. I haven't had a video about ME actually struggling in awhile. Most of my recent uploads have been videos answering viewer questions on recovery and just eating disorder recovery in general. Now, I'm hoping my viewers can help me out again.

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[LizyDawn]

How long into anorexia were you when you lost YouTube period?

[OSnapski]

@LizyDawn about 2months? I don't remember completely.

[Soccerwin785]

I love you Bea, everyone has there down times. If you don't like it, think about switching. You will do so much better if you like where you are. If you need to go to your doctor DO IT! There is no excuse to hold back.

[OSnapski]

@Soccerwin785 I am =) Im transferring after this semester!

[smilininsane]

Bea I love you! lol.. that's not creepy at all.....I hope everything works out! It's so shit that that has happened :( just try to put it all behind you and just think about your boyfriend, maybe that could help? or try and eat all of your calories during college time so that you don't feel like you're being sneaky...maybe take some food you do like with you to lunch? I hope everything gets better :) and you should definitely talk to your doctor x

[OSnapski]

@smilininsane I just find that so embarrassing to bring food in, plus we aren't allowed....damnit.

[CsixHtwelve0six]

You poor dear =(. My first year of college was so similar. I did almost the exact same thing, counting calories, restricting all day and then making up for it alone at night. My first year, I was isolated and depressed and even though I maintained my weight, my eating disorder was out of control. College is extremely stressful, even for people who handle stress well. I think talking to your doctor and getting the extra support is a brilliant idea.

Stay strong <3 <3 <3.

[meowthecath]

<3

[Jennuhhfurrx]

i love you bea! no matter what, you are amazing! remember that <3

[ellie1289]

I am a freshamn in college to... (I think we're friends on FB) I go to CU in colorado. I have also been "this close" to purging here. There is SO much food availible. I relapsed badly last december-feb (senior year) and was on strict outpatient treatment. I should have been re-admitted, but I was going through senior swim season and I would have been CRAZY if that was taken away. I missed my july period, had it in august, and then skipped september. I also eat alone in my room. It's horrible.

[LizyDawn]

I mean YOUR not YOUTUBE

[maggymoo21]

So sorry to hear you're going through a tough time. I definitely chose the wrong school my freshman year, I went to a small school in the middle of nowhere. I ended up switching to a closer school the next year and it's been much better since then. Having familiar friends around and everything has helped a lot. Hope you feel better soon!