My Awakening (part 2)

Part 2 describes my conscious Awakening and part of my struggle over the last 3 years to figured out if I'm really psi-vampiric. I'm sorry there's no sound except for a music track. I'm going to see if I can make a decent video with my video camera.

Category:

Education

Tags:

• real
• vampire
• vampyre
• psychic
• psy
• psi
• pranic
• awakening
• vampiric
• otherkin

[sarahstarr100]

Ive watched closely, every human being can drain another. All of us are attached to each others energies. All of us are effected by each others energies. Just because youve become aware of this doesnt make you some sort of magical being. We are all capable of "sucking energy" off another person.....trust me your perfectly capable of making your own. Stealing it is cheap, and pathetic. You should maybe branch out with your reading material.

[Persephonetoo]

@sarahstarr100

I did not claim to be a magical being. Energy vampirism is a metaphysical condition, and you're right that anybody can draw energy off another, for instance when they're sick or depressed. The difference between a psychic vampire and other people who do this occationally is that it's a chronic condition for a psi-vamp. Also, it's usually done unconsciously, so it's not really fair to call it stealing if the person doesn't realize they're doing it.

[22sugarcube22]

You can change if you want to. (= i kno. i've been there and myself have changed!

if your situation is subconscious attempt to trick your mind through hypnosis or methods of such sorts!

all the best. (= unconditional love!! <3

[Sakamachi25]

@Persephonetoo Saying that it's a "belief" is usually countered by the whole "nuh ah, no it's not" argument with a sprinkle of "you're being intolerant" added in. Then it leads back to the same arguments one of a reasonable nature must use against all belief systems... for example, the same reason I don't believe in the tooth fairy, unicorns, zeus, thor, vishnu, jesus, xenu, quetzalcoatl, or gorgons, is the same reason I don't believe in this otherkin bullshit. but that never gets very far

[Viviangirl90]

Could yout tell me the name of the song? lovely video btw <3 Thanks for sharing your experiences =]

[Persephonetoo]

True.

You implied in your intial post, however, that people who believe themselves to be vampires were somehow not human. I pointed out that we are human & then explained why trying to kill vampiric hunger with drugs or alcolohol is a bad idea. If you wanted to say this belief is all just imaginary, why didn't you just say that initially?

[Sakamachi25]

You can't cure the imagined.

[Persephonetoo]

No Dude. The only illegal drug I''ve ever had was half a hash brownie (not even a whole one). I'm just repeating what I read in The Ethical Psychic Vampire, by Raven Kaldera, and on a vamp forum. My point is that the trying to kill the hunger with drugs or alcohol will fuck you up worse than feeding it. Maybe Reiki or other energy work can help reduce it, but I haven't heard of it curing real vampirism.

[Sakamachi25]

Heroin??? Are you kidding? I watched my younger brother DIE because of heroin. It was something I wished for and wished against and I couldnt make up my mind. Heroin? Are you shitting me? god skull fuck your soul for using that shit. DEATH TO ALL SMACKHEADS!

[Persephonetoo]

Ha ha. You are so cute. We are all human.

You can kill any feeling with alcohol, but then you end up an alcoholic shell of the person you could be.

As a psi-vamp, I will feed whether I want to or not. If I don't do it when I'm awake, I'll sometimes dreamwalk to feed on people in my sleep. A psi-vamp cannot not-feed forever.

As for killing the desire to feed completely, the only drug I've heard that works is heroin, but then that makes you a heroin addict.