Suicidal Thoughts - Possibley Triggering

Ok....so I am still here!! It has been a hard few days and I know that Im not over the worst of it, thats the scarey thing. My thoughts are erratic and I must spend nearly 75% of my waking thoughts thinking about death...how to do it, when and what my letters must say.....This morning I wrote my letters, I have since burnt them...this has happened twice now within the lsat 2 weeks : (

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Tags:

• Suicide
• ED
• Depression
• Anxiety
• Panic
• Bulimia
• Anorexia

[justlotte82]

nicotineplz

A - i dont feel skinny

B - i hate this illness

C - I am suicidal with it

[beingsarahc]

You're going to keep them in case?? You REALLY need to start talking - to someone, anyone.

xxx

[suicidechickenshit]

Hey gorgeous I know that even though we all think you're hot as hell that doesn't matter to you. You have a daughter and a husband who love you, right? Anorexia can and will kill you sweet heart. Your life is precious. The pain is temporary and can be fixed. When you get your head on straight if you haven't already, try a vegan diet. I can't understand your eating disorder but you seem to know you have a problem and that's the first step to recovery. Fight for your life because people love you!

[STRING3R]

@termometen actually there is nothing, literally. When you die there is no more self awareness, you just cease to exist. Of course, the human mind cannot comprehend the thought of non-existance, so people look to "God" for answers.

Sorry to sound so blunt and condescending but its the truth.

[termometen]

@Farennah there is no God. there is just emptiness and darkness...

[Farennah]

A few weeks ago, I wanted to kill myself, but Jesus helped me and gave me hope and joy to continue.

I know how you feel, I know it's hard. Jesus can help you and He loves you.

/watch?v=Nho66Ds5JIo

[Maverick31691]

Hey, life is beautiful. This is coming from a guy who has had his fair share of pain and sorrow in life. Every day is a gift and though each life is different, each one is a treasure to behold. Don't think bad of yourself, your thoughts control the world around you, think better and things will get better. Long ago, I had thoughts like that and trust me, it was not a fun experience, but having gotten through it, my life has turned around and it paid off. I'm the happiest I've ever been. :)

[Essential3000]

I know how you feel, prob more than most peole, if you need to chat get in touch. Im a 30yr old prison officer.

[littlesubii]

u are incrediblyy beautiful...... :0)

i had panic attack 3 days ago , i knw hw it feels, embrace it :)

[nicotineplz]

Holy fuck ur skinny

[taylorguy72]

I have been where you are right now,with the saving of the drugs to kill your self.Its not the answer tho,you have to get help.Tell your doctor evrey thing,then they will give you what you need to help you.Its the only way to get out of this.