I do grow tired of having multiple sex partners and want a genuine relationship. I've experienced a lot of things within growing up and learning and with this lifestyle.
There are many reasons why I am not wanted as a Boyfriend, and it saddens me quite often. So I question myself "Who could ever love someone like me?"
-Multiple sex partners (Promiscuity)
-Ex Webcam Model (Solo Porn)
-Nude photos on the Internet
-Cocktail Server for Strip Club (Walking around half naked & Men touching my body and parts)
-Once upon a time had "Sugar Daddies"
-Lack of conversation at times
-Financial Issues
-Being HIV +
-Being "Younger" (Fact being I've always been attracted to older men or at least men my age)
-Materialistic things
-Im not "Masculine" enough
-I don't sound like a "MAN"
-My Life Story
-Etc. (The list could go on forever)
I also would like people to understand that everyone is not going to be a match with every person that they encounter. It's not going to work that way no matter how bad you want it to. Mutuality is what you must look for as well as a lot of other things. If it's not meant for you and I to be together, then it shall not be. If it is not the time, then it shall not be. Rushing things will only set you up for stress and other unwanted issues and frustrations.
Everyone person must know that you CANNOT get MAD at someone just because they are happy in pursuing and or in a relationship with another person. If you truly love, care, and have the respect for that person, Then you would be nothing but happy for them. It is so immature, selfish, fake, and rude to stop talking or being cordial with that person.
Always remember : WHERE THERE IS NO TRUST, THERE IS NOTHING ! - Trust goes a long way...
When I establish Im for you, Then I am for you . Whatever decisions you make, I will always be there for you . If I am not the one for you, then I will be happy for you, For you have found another . Won't ever catch me being fake in any way, shape, or form. That is not in my nature, I'm much more mature than that .
- Once again, I feel like I may have missed some spots in this video. But I record directly from the camera built into my laptop. If you all have any questions or may be confused about anything I've said in this video, feel free to contact me and let me know so I can better clear it up.
CORRECTION !!! - HIV testing... it doesnt take 6-12 months ... really it only takes 25 days for you body to create and antibody, the orignal speculation that it took 6 months for an hiv exposure to pro show a positive diagnosis was based on not knowin the exact time at whicha person would have been in exposed... so rule of thumb ... it take 3 weeks to 3months for your body to produce the anitbody that they ORA QUICK test is looking for
Thank you all for your time - xoxo
I also feel like he was wrong for treating you the way he did as far as the blaming goes. He choose to be with you, you didn't make him do anything. But I'm glad he did apologize to you but it was still wrong of him to behave with you the way he did.
Jouri21 1 month ago
@Jouri21 The way I specifically informed him wasn't clear enough, so I don't put all the blame on him either. I do take some responsibility as well and should have made it more clear to where he understood.
hotboyfolife 1 month ago in playlist Uploaded videos
You are so cute, but at least your honest about it. I'm a very sexual person too and I love sex as well but I'm not going to hide it from anyone. My thing is this, as long as we both are completely honest with each other then that's all that matters to me. I dont judge people because you only get one life...Why waste it hating and judging others because of who they are? Live life and be happy and do what makes you happy. I love everything about you and wouldn't want you to change anything.
Jouri21 1 month ago
@Jouri21 That's very sweet of you Jouri
hotboyfolife 1 month ago in playlist Uploaded videos