music & lyrics - John Raymond Barker
direction - Jared R. Pike
editing - John Raymond Barker
special thanks - Allison Keogh
You will not suffocate my heart.
I won't let myself be ripped apart.
I'm taking hold of this game.
And now the rules will never be the same.
Cuz I'm through.
With you.
And your lies.
I despise.
Your cries.
You can not look me in the face.
(You never could, no. That would take a man, so).
Your only honesty is your disgrace.
(If you'd say nothing, that would count for something).
Your nastiness it really used to burn.
(The way you vented--thoroughly demented).
But somewhere something clicked and made me learn.
(Better late than never. Happy now forever).
To say no.
And let go.
It's so sad.
What we had.
Was so bad.
Whoa!
You really think your ignorance is an asset?
Intelligence and thinking must be a threat.
Oh so contented thinking that you know all.
Building yourself by making others feel small.
The great applause the day that you fall.
You will not suffocate my heart.
I won't let myself be ripped apart.
The bitterness and jealousy in you.
So obvious in everything you do.
Well, I'm done.
(This is the end. There's no need to pretend).
Had your fun.
(Was it real good? With all that pain it should).
Now I'm free.
(I'm through with you. There's nothing you can do).
To be me.
(The me you won't know. Curtain down on this show).
And live life.
(My world igniting. Something worth the fighting).
Without strife.
(Life was a mess. Endless mindless stress).
And despair.
(Why would I stay here? Fearful having you near).
I don't care.
(I really can not. No, despite what you thought).
What you say.
(Will fall on deaf ear. Nothing you can say here).
Go away.
(Go through that door and don't come back no more).
Or just die.
(I will not cry. On that I can not lie).
Goodbye.
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great song man. I keep listening over and over to this song and it sounds better every time. this should be on the radio!
beersgood7 2 years ago
Thank you! That really does mean a lot! :)
JerbyVids 2 years ago
Excellent. Very professional production.
Susan2daye 2 years ago
Thank you!!
JerbyVids 2 years ago
love it!! Youre a star :D .. and Im jealous of your hair hehe When mine gets that long it just doesnt grow out right haha.
ouREvilone 2 years ago
Thank you! The best part is I don't need gel. Freedom!
JerbyVids 2 years ago