Borderline Personality Disorder...This is How I Feel... [Alive, Against All Odds]

These are my thoughts on living with Borderline Personality Disorder & Bipolar Disorder. This is the original, first video that I posted and I hope it helps others to understand BPD more.

Online Blog: http://sotakemyhand.blogspot.com/

This video is best viewed in Full-Screen mode -click the 'four arrows' logo at the bottom right of the video controls (above).

I published this video a while ago but then removed it. Anyway, it is back now. This is a poem I have written, about Borderline Personality Disorder...it was a difficult video to make & painful poem to write (still don't know how I managed to get it all into words).

I hope it helps others to understand and others with BPD can know that...they are not alone x

[[Do not claim to own audio/music -Leona Lewis -Alive, Mariah Carey -Against All Odds (take a look at me now) and Leona Lewis -Stop Crying Your Heart Out.]]

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• bpd
• borderline
• personality
• disorder
• self
• harm
• mental
• illness
• depression

[neil22100]

I have borderline and seeing this video got me in tears. Don't want to be alone and get rid of the broken child that i feel inside. Lovely video!

[sotakemyhand]

@neil22100 thankyou so much, and i hope you know that you are never alone with this...i'm always here :) oh i'm so sorry it made you cry :( hope you're okay...xxxx

[jayel71]

thank you .. I actually feel less alone...

[sotakemyhand]

@jayel71 that's okay...you're never alone :) xoxox

[phukyrmum]

omg, uve done such a great job, i myself have BPD amongst other things, uve explained it so well, i had goose bumps and tears...its nice knowing there are others out there that understand and these vids help at times when needed! :-)

[sotakemyhand]

@phukyrmum thankyou so much. im so sorry to hear you have BPD too :(( always here if you need anyone :) xoxox

[TCHarewood]

Very well said video. I have tears running down my face right now and can totally understand how you feel. Its horrible, I live with it too. Know people love you and take care

[Reeceizbeast13]

I was mislead w/ a bfriend I fell in love with, who had BPD, so when he asked me that he needed time, I didn't give it to him, afraid that was his way of saying good-bye early. He kept telling me in the same day, He loved me-hours later he would look at me "hollow". I was emotionally confused.-Alicia

[shelllj68]

I have BPD and want to thank you for this video. We are many and we are not alone. I'm glad that some are brave enough to admit this, as I don't have that bravery yet, but hope to one day. The more of us that are able to stand up and voice our illness, the quicker the stigma will be removed and others might start to take notice of those of us suffering from these INVISIBLE ILLNESS'S. Peace and love to you, a truly beautiful video, and so well explained to those who do not suffer. <3 xx

[lovetodrinkink]

i also have BPD and it is hell. i know how u feel. u can make it through. i am starting treatment soon. their is hope. i understand how u feel.

[neil22100]

@sotakemyhand hi. When u said about this and the broken child that made me cry. u make good videos and i wish u all the best in the world. x