ed: let's get real about this.

scary stuff, man, i dont even know what else to say. todays been a rollercoaster.

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• eating
• disorder
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• anorexia
• bulimia
• treatment
• recovery
• relapse

[zinnieluvsyou]

i know the girl you are talking about, who died. it's so horrible :(

[laurenlivejournal]

how do you know who i'm talking about?

[Lovemonkeysxox]

aw im sooo sorry! thats really sad, i hope your feeling much better!

[sweetcitybaby22]

This makes me so angry! At myself to, its like people think they are invinsible, where is your reality!!! That

girl who dies that you dont even know could have just as likely been one of us! We are all the same, fragile, like a flower. People need to start waking up, stop living your life with your head in the sand! Life is to frail for you to think that it could not be you in that coffin! That is what I have to think of everyday.

[StrangersToll]

I always sort of feel like everybody puts too much emphasis on what is acceptable, what's popular and how significant or disposable someone else is. It's a shame.

Hopefully more people start realizing there's more to life than fitting some bullshit fucking guidelines, that never really made sense in the first place.

Anyways, this vid really shed some more perspective on what I've been feeling lately. Thanks and hope all is well Lauren!

[StrangersToll]

Most people are self-centered or act like fucking robots. I used to love everything about life, all the possibilites and how anything seemed feasible. Now most of the time I just wish I was somewhere other than where I am, and think a lot of how much I can't stand listening to whoever is talking to me.

I sort of think it's more the direction of the way the world's heading, than anything else that gets me down. Most people just live to slave away and consume. What happened to TRUE LIFE?

[jonezysan]

Easiest way, Figure out how many calories you'll need a day. Write out a planner of food for that amount throughout the day. Check it off as you go through with it (alarms on your cell phone help too) Just get yourself to eat it (even slowly) even if you don't want to. And good luck

[xxcrosscountryxx]

yeah I get what you mean....like alot of times once people gain weight or like look better people shake it off and are like okay well whatever you're fine. But it's so much more....there have been girls who only purged three times and died on their fourth time....it's alot more serious than people presume. it's frustrating. good video...hope to hear from you soon <3

[kuki1308]

I have my first doctors appointment this morning and was about to back out, but watched this video again and its encouraged me to go! So thank you so much. xoxo

[anc8469]

I'm sorry about your loss. I'm struggling with anorexia, and the thought of just killing myself has crossed my mind a couple of time, but I could never do that. I'm going to beat this and live a normal life eventually.

[blucoat]

So sad. :-(

[zinnieluvsyou]

sorry i posted this comment before watching the whole thing. i meant heather, i knew her.