a memory - one shot

it was dark and cloudy outside, the wind blew hard, and rain started to pour down my window. this type of weather had to be my favourite. i would light candles, put the fireplace on, and cuddle up with my baby, joe.
like i said, this type of weather used to be my favourite, now its more of a day when i dont get out of bed because im too tired from crying.

his memory still fills my house, my room, my car, my heart. i see his eyes in people that im talking to. i hear his voice when im in a quiet place. i feel his breath when im sleeping. i feel his kiss when im dreaming.

no one could take his place, no one. for months, my mom has tried to get me out "on the market". but i keep telling her she might as well stop trying because no one will be able to replace him.

nick.

someone who tries day after day to make me feel better. i tell him to stop wasting his time on me, that im not worth it. he tell me he would do anything to cheer me up, and to see the beautiful smile on my face.

"sel"

i flinch when he calls me that.

joe called me that.

the tears come.

he hugs me and tell me its going to be ok.
tells me it will take time, and joe would want me
to be happy, not be sad and dwell over his
death.

nick lifts my chin up and looks deep into my eyes.
i lean in and kiss him. he kisses back.
i feel joe on my lips.

when i pull away, i start to cry again.
i need someone, and he is here for me.

would joe be mad if i dated his best friend?
would he be mad if i dated his brother?

"no, joe wants you to move on and be happy" he tells me.

nick wraps his arm around me and pulls me to his chest.
i breath in his scent. i smell joe.

my heart warms up, this is joe.
he is inside,
nicks heart.

nick carrys me to my room and tucks me in my bed.
he crawls in with me and wraps his arms around me.

"i love you selena"
"i love you nick"

and i really do.

i look down at my stomach, and whisper to nick,
"in 2 more months, i'll have another piece of my joe"

he smiles, and puts his hand on my stomach.

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[softballlplayer12]

ok it was phenomenal!!!!!

and the end i had a blonde moment and was like huh???

then i was like oh she's pregant by joe i think but he died before the baby wa born

[JBSEL236]

hahahaha, i tend to have a lot of blonde moments

yeahh you got it righ, thats what happened

[softballlplayer12]

yeah but the thing i im not blonde but hey its hatever

you should post more eps of ur series

[BlueeSkyysGreyClouds]

wow. incredible!

i really like this one shot. :]]

its so...awesome! like your

other series! xDD