Everything I've done, I did for you 3

*UPDATE*
He did dump me, like the day after this was made. Then instantly he started dating someone who was supposed to be my friend, who I had known for 5 years and who witnessed everything he ever put me though. Now they say they love each other and are making plans- so I now know why he left me! He is turning people against me left and right by saying I'm some sort of crazy bitch, and it's like..crazy? Do you NOT realize what you've done to me!?


I made this video a few days ago, before the breakup. I hadn't wanted anyone to see me as vulnerable as I was in this original video...but fuck it- I'm uploading it anyway.
To make it easier when they are all done, the links are below. They uploaded out of order as file 1 was too big and had to be split, but file 3 was already uploaded

Part 1- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3TDHp8GSX3Y
part 2- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2ll38mI6qE


Remember, there is more to this story. Check "Raven and Cj- The real story", for the rest

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[WayneInPain]

In no way should you blame yourself for any of this, you have done so much to make this work but at the end of the day he never felt the same, but just never told you which he should of been straight with you, man I feel your pain it must feel just like another blow, hopefully you can get over this. I see this video was made in November and I just hope you have moved on with your life after this heartache....

[RavenStarbl00d]

@WayneInPain I don't want to say too much as I know he spies,but I still miss him sometimes..Well no, that isn't right. I don't miss him, but I'm sad...because our wedding was supposed to be at the end of this month and he was supposed to have arrived 12 days ago. Right now we were supposed to be together, finally, after 4 years. He made up a lot of lies though, like I was forcing him to marry me and forcing him to b a house husband and other stupid shit. HE proposed to ME.He doesn't deserve me

[WayneInPain]

@RavenStarbl00d of course you miss him you love him I can totally see how gut wrenching this is for you, maybe before the month is out he will have figured out that actually he really loves you too and wants to take the next step which is a big one for him obviously moving to another country, but if he really wants to and still wants to marry you he will move to you if not it really is hard to come to terms with but somehow you will have to find a way to breathe again without him.....

[RavenStarbl00d]

@WayneInPain No, it's too late.He's dating one of my ex good friends-one who said was like a sister to me. I've cancelled the ticket, and would never take him back, not that he would come. I put my trust in the wrong person

[droogzombie]

I watched this last month but I couldn't respond cus I couldn't log into my account. I really wanted to tell you that these videos made me cry so hard when I watched them in November. You deserve so much to be happy, you've been hurt way too much for one lifetime. I hope you know that there are so many people who have come across you on YouTube who genuinely want to see you and your son happy. I live in NZ too. In time you will forget about him, just try to cut off all contact with that idiot.

[RavenStarbl00d]

@droogzombie thank you so much...I'm not talking to the jerkoff at all-I'm so sick of his lies and always trying to cause me pain...his newest low of dating one of my friends only served to show me what a loser he really is. Where in nz are you?

[RavenStarbl00d]

@13cruelty Whats wrong with your family? :-( Hope youre ok...

And I wish he would have...an accident..of some sort, lol...him and his new girlfriend, who was one of my best friends and who swore didnt want him! Betrayals left and right!

[13cruelty]

Sorry for what happen to you but that asshole doesn't deserve your tears. Seeing you cry and any other girl crying about someone left her or hit her makes me want to kill the motherfucker. Also sorry for the late comment have problems with my family.

[droogzombie]

@RavenStarbl00d I'm in Auckland. I used to watch you back when your username was Starbl0od, I don't think I ever commented before though. I'm glad you're not talking to him, that'll just give his manipulating self emotional control over you again. As time passes you'll think less and less about him and eventually he won't mean shit to you anymore. It was so brave of you to let your outer shell down and share such raw emotions. No guy is worth everything you sacrificed!

[RomanticUNDEADx]

well thats bs all those guys have no idea how stupid and ignorent they are for even thinking of hurting someone as amazing as you are, youre a human and should be treated with respect this is why people make me angry cause they hurt the good people and worship the bad ones :\