Only When Youre A Jonas [Chapter 13]

Joe: munchkin do you really want to know the whole story?
Lexi: that's all I ask. For you guys to be honest.
Joe: can I ask you something first?
Lexi: I guess
Joe: why?
Lexi: Booger [k3] told me that mom said you guys were a wreck after her death and when I came along I supposedly changed you guys for the better. that's why he thinks you guys love me more. what is it that is so taboo about aunt Lexi.
Joe: for me I just don't think its fair that she had to put up with so much crap when she was such a good person. I don't think its fair that she was taken away from us when she was just starting to live her life. She was my best friend. The love of my life. I had never felt that way about a girl before your aunt. She changed me. She saved me. She understood me. She had a way of always putting a smile on your face even if she was crying inside because that is the kind of person she was.
Lexi: what happened to her.
Joe: everything.

Joe explained to her how Alexis saw her mother die in front of her, how her best friend took advantage of her, how she had discovered about her cancer, her countless nights of crying, her cutting, and her endless hours in the hospital.

Lexi: oh my god [bawling her eyes out]
Joe: I never understood why everything happened to her. But for some strange reason instead of me helping her get through it she was the one holding me up. And to this day I feel like I didn't do enough for her. She was so patient about my career. And she was such a beautiful singer. And I hate that she never got to live out her dream. After she passed away I didn't know what to do with myself. Before I would wake up looking forward to spending the whole day with her. But after what was there to look forward too? My music? How was I supposed to write music when she was my inspiration for it all? I stayed in my room and our band had a dry spot for a long time. Everyone thought we had broken up the band and they were blaming me. Tiff and nick were constantly arguing because they never spent time together because their way of dealing with it was to submerse themselves with work or school. Your mom and dad had a tough time living in the house. And they postponed their wedding. Your mom felt guilty about having a wedding without your aunt there. When you came it was like a breath of fresh air. The first time I saw you smile my heart melted.
Lexi: awww. [hugged her uncle]
Joe: you helped me feel what love was again. Even if it was a different kind of love you helped me open up and smile again. You changed us all. And the older you got the more and more you were like Alexis. It was scary sometimes.
Lexi: I never knew you felt like that. I'm sorry if I opened an old wound.
Joe: its ok [wipes his tear and laughs] I guess I just have to let it out sometime right? And you know what I'm glad its with you and no one else.
Lexi: why?
Joe: I cant really tell jess about it. She feels like I don't love her as much as I loved Alexis. But I do. I really do love your aunt jess. And then my brothers don't get it cuz they still have your mom and tiff. And well I cant talk to your mom and tiff cuz its their sister and they went through enough.
Lexi: thanks Joey.
Joe: no problem kid. Just next time let me know a little easier. don't just surprise me like that.
Lexi: [laughing] ok I promise.
Joe: lets get you home before your mom kills me.
Lexi: um actually [turns to Aaron]
Joe: oh boy. Literally.
Lexi: he kind of drove all the over here to make sure I was ok. I cant just leave.
Joe: [sigh] I guess you're right. You should bring him to the BBQ I want to get to know this kid.
Lexi: ok
Joe: [kissed her head] see ya later kid.
Lexi: bye. Oh and Joey.
Joe: yeah.
Lexi: thank you.
Joe: [smiling down at her] no problem.

Joe walked over to his car and sat down. He closed the door and just burst into tears. He couldn't help but cry for Alexis. He missed her so much. He still hasn't gotten over her. He never wanted to talk about it again but he thought it was only fair to little Lexi. He sat there crying his eyes out and looked up to the sky.

Joe: gosh Alexis why did you have to go. I miss you babe. Help me get over this please. At least for Lexi.

He wiped his tears and drove home. He went into his garage and pulled out an old box. It was full of Alexis' things. He went through them. He hadn't gotten this box out since she passed away. All of her pictures, notes, little things that were close to her were in here. He sat there in his garage reminiscing his one true love
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Last one for tonight! This one is sad I know. But I was in a sad mood today lol can you tell. And this song makes me cry every time I hear it! I always wanted to use it for Joe but never found a right time till now! Lol I'll be on my regular schedule tomorrow hahaha I'm sleepy -.-

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[Mrstwilightsagalover]

im crying but i'm wondering if lexi ever got her aunts journal from joe

[prueandy]

it is really good.. made me cry..

I'm just sad that I couldn't see episode 12 'cause I was really looking forward to that episode.. :( so if anyone can give me an update on what happened in that epi. ??

[JUSTanORDINARYdayy]

i'm crying once again... i know i keep saying ths but you have amazing talent!!! honestly...

[abigailgeraldshorty]

ok. never thought i would actually cry for a story, but i am!!

goddamnit! :P

awesome story.... meh! i need some tissues....

[abigailgeraldshorty]

haha. just like starrynight472, it's 12:30 at night here and I'M still reading. *addicted*

Must. Go. To. Bed.

but i can't! i HAVE to know what happened! :)

[Ariesgem25]

Joe: oh boy. Literally. Funny lol

[jobrofan997]

i'm so sorry for you.

[JBHPF2008]

OMG Im crying too is a cool story the story is like one that happen to me I lost my brother at 2005 he only have 15 years when he die I miss her because im single I dont have another brother or sister is so sad.

[XflamingX]

lol like everyone we all wanted to cry more.

[LuvinJoBros]

omg. i cried even harder the second time D:

Can you please make more stories like this?