+ l o s i n g y o u__♥ || Part One.

"Why would I even do that?! Do you not trust me anymore?!" Demi and I were fighting again. It was the same old routine and I was sick and tired of it. I knew that she was too. We were blaming and cussing each other out. It was only a matter of time when one of the people on our apartment floor would call the cops again. But I knew we didn't mean to. Demi and I loved each other with our whole being. Problems just keep building and soon, a fight would lead to another, then another. We had issues with money, the people we socialize with, and our relationship itself. The tension was burning my skin, so my legs lead me out of the kitchen as guilt washed through me. I absolutely hated fighting with her because I knew that every word that escaped my lips, hurted her. But I don't know why I continue doing something I hate so much, either. Her voice increases in volume as she follows me to continue her rambling. It was times like these that made my chest tighten and my only focus was to make sure that I was still breathing. Demi, on the other hand, assumed I was just ignoring her. Then before I knew it, the room was silent, something completely out of the ordinary. But suddenly, my ears detected soft sobs. I look up, only to find Demi crying into her hands. If I hated to fight with Demi, I completely loathed seeing her cry. Especially if it was because of me. I wanted to move and craddle her in my arms, but it was like my whole body shut down. There was no movement at all. After a few painful seconds, she looks up at me with tears streaking rapidly down her cheeks. She chokes out my name and I feel my heart sink at the next thing she says. "Joe, maybe it's time for me to move out. I take longer to reply and when I do my voice is shaky. "What's that supposed to mean, " I question. She restates my question and this time, my heart shatters. "It means I'm ending this." Her weak voice cracks at the end. We just stare at each other intently, killing each other with our eyes. My gaze turns into a glare when new words leave her mouth. "Maybe I just don't love you, anymore." I knew I gave Demi pain, but those words just killed me. All this time, I thought I was the reason she breathed, but I was only the reason she cried. My breathing became shallow and it felt like I was drowning. I was drowning along with the heart she just crushed. My eyes started to sting with salty tears. Maybe it was because of the fact I stopped blinking or that Demi's words were still plunging through me like broken glass. My jaw clenches as my lips press together, creating a straight line. I can feel myself drain as the coldness of ice spread from my hands to everywhere else. "I don't need you, anyway. I hate you, " I state through gritted teeth. Before she even says anything else, I storm out of the apartment knowing she didn't care anymore.

I chugged down another shot of vodka as I sat in my car. Demi was just a girl, but it felt like the world came crashing down. Never in our whole relationship did I think she would say those words. Soon, I drift off to countless flashbacks of her, followed by echoing words she told me, before our relationship went downhill.

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[fakerocker109]

Wow.........

[superfan15vane]

OH LORD!! I think this is going to be great!! Cant wait for more!

[megan3105]

: ( sad but i love it

[DemiSelenaJoseph]

AWW POOR DEMI AND JOE

[kneykney11]

Amazing.. but so sad. xD

[bedwardjeneesme]

NO JEMI

[bibsrn]

omg!!!you are like the best writer ever!!!

loved it

[JonasObsessed02]

I LOVE THIS I have never really read a series where its about a relationship downhill,i love it.

[Xilovejb00X]

that was amazing.

so sad but still amazing.

[lovatonjobrostories]

Good series.. but its sad!:'(