speak!

okay so I wrote this last year when I told this guy Eric that I liked for about 3 months that I liked him and so yeah haha. Leave a comment rate sub(:
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The sounds of laughter and basketballs hitting the floor fill the air. Were siting there alone, away from the rest of our loud pe class. And it's so akward because of all the words I've said to you these three are the hardest ones to leave my lips. I love everything about you, your long shaggy black hair, your big brown courios eyes, and your smile. Oh my your smile takes my breath away everytime I see it. From the first time we met you started to pick up my broken dusty heart off the floor, and slowly peaice it back togeather. I want to tell you so bad! I've reharshed what I want to say a thousand times in my head, but I'm still firghtened. "What will he say? What if he doesn't feel the same? What if he laughs in my face? What if he breaks my heart?" all these thoughts swimming in my head. The words stuck in my mouth. Oh God their comming out, no no close your mouth don't say it!

"can I tell you a secret?" Oh god now you've done it

"sure" your vice so pearfect, it's like music to my ears

"okay, well I kinda sorta like you, like alot"a confused look comes across your face as you nod your head. There it is the all to frmilar pain of my heart breaking.

"a head nod? That's all you have to say?" the look of your face makes it evident that you can hear the pain in my voice

"what do you want me to say?!?" you respond almost yelling. I want to cralw back into my shell like a turtle, but I can't. It's too late anger and heart break starts to mix togeather and boil my blood inside of me

"I don't know! But say something anything.....please"and my hot wet angry tears start to spill over on to my face. You try to reach out and touch me to make me feel better but I just do what I do best and push you away.

"don't fuckin' touch me!" I spat hatefully into your face.

"don't cry...it breaks my heart to see a girl cry." you say as you place your hand on my trebling arm trying to confurent me.

"I said don't fucking touch me!" tears and make up mixing togeather and running down my face. Thankfully the bell rang as a sign for us to go change. I pull my body off the ground and walk quickly away form you, ignoring your voice as you call afrter me, however I do catch a small glimpse of your now soft voice saying

"I'm sorry"

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