guilty about 'suicide' thoughts

i don't feel like i've explained myself very well here, and it's an unorganized, hideous video, sorry! just depression and awfulness that i want to just leave me alone!!! but if you manage to watch . . . thank you!

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[timemastro]

I am burns victims... I dont have friends... I dont have girl... No one like me... So I am going to kill my self... But i dont know the best way.. is helium the best way...?? Not sure...

[diaryofabulimic]

Hey baby cakes. Man- I totally realte to this. I hate those episodes of depression- though this one for you seems to have lasted so long so i can only imagine how desperate you felt. I've totally been there with the not wanting to die but just not wanting to live anymore and have to face this battle day in day out. Its so hard. Please know you are NEVER alone, even when it feels like you are. Don't feel ashamed- its not anyones fault to feel like that. You are so strong for pulling through it.xx

[misscoffee97]

Wow, I totally know what you're talking about. The scary part about depression for me is that it can just hit me out of nowhere, so I get what you mean about looking over your shoulder for it to come. Just remember that you don't have to be ashamed about it and it's not your fault. It's an illness and I'm proud of you for persevering through it and speaking out. It helps so many!

[MsScarredSoul]

@MsScarredSoul Also I know where you are coming from with the depression front. I suffer with it related to my ED and not related. Maybe get some counselling and perhaps anti depressants to see you through until you finish your exams xx

[MsScarredSoul]

I dont think your a dummy printing off yourself a copy, I know I did and the people I knew did themselves one as well :D x

[TheMakeupPixie]

*long distance cuddle* xoxo

[sackboymoore]

'When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on' x

[sackboymoore]

lots of love dude, hang in there xxx

[AnnaHasNoMiddleName]

You really shouldn't feel guilty about having any kind of suicidal thoughts, it's not selfish, when you are feeling that low that is just what the mind turns to. It's nothing to be ashamed of, but I think talking some professional and telling them how you are feeling now would be a great idea. Hope things getter beet sooner than soon for you. x

[FaerieJayne]

hugs Jayce.... <3 I wish I could give you a really big hug right now. xox sorry I have not been online lately as much as I normally would. xox