PSYCHOTIC DEPRESSION / I LOVE YOU, CYBER PEOPLE!

Daaaaaaamn took me an hour and a half to load this...anyways, yet again, just speaking my mind.

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• self mutilation
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• psychotic depression
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[dreamr2x]

oh fuck them.. causing drama? wheere have i heard that before.. they pick on you cuz you have m.h issues.. classic scape goat disorder ( ptsd) bullshit... they lay that shit on US all the time.. they SUCK.  makes me want to go Jack Bauer.. man. Yea - art is good.. get the FEELINGS OUT. u prob were in shock a little? yikes SCARY huh?? sounds like a flashback? its NOT your FAULT. NO PSYCHE WARD. dont let them put u on that side of the door!!! GOOD MOM. I LOVE YOU MAN-KEEP KEEPIN IT REAL YO! :P

[SuperCrazylady21]

@dreamr2x yeah dude it was an f-ed up flashback or something...my mind just freaked the heck out. yeah i've been in the loony bin, felt sorry for everyone in there THOSE PLACES DO NOT HELP!!!

yeah, they're uneducated pieces of dirt sooooooo yeah i'm deciding to just laugh at it now

[PigNoseLover]

I don't really talk about my depression, I keep it silent.

[SuperCrazylady21]

@PigNoseLover yeah, depression is HORRIBLE! It hurts way worse than physical pain.

[StomperReed]

I'm gonna make a vid today or tomorrow on my hate for psychiatry waited 2 months and she was so disappointing to me

[SuperCrazylady21]

@StomperReed DO IT!!! I'll definitely watch. I don't trust most therapists or psychiatrists.

[simonorenity]

My doc always told me psychosis is a bad thing , makes you live away from reality , and he tried he's best to force me to live in reality , but fuck reality , always break you down , i rather to live Hallucinations than live with all those pieces of craps in this fucking world , God made this world ? will fuck him too

[ShantifulAngel]

Bless your heart. I know how it feels, I have Psychotic Depression too. I've had it for about 20 years off and on. The best thing to happen to me what Homeopathy. It helps a lot with the depression. It helps somewhat with the hallucinations but doesn't completely eliminate them. Hang in there. I haven't totally lost my mind in all these years.

[RobertMOdell]

When you sleep in to 3 in the afternoon, is it usually followed by an inability to sleep until 5 am or if not that, an emotional inability to end your day until you get so tired you can't stand it anymore and finally decide to sleep? I'm just comparing notes. THanks.

[dreamr2x]

@PigNoseLover you have to choose the right people.. how do you vent? art? punching bag? scream? take out the pillow? beating a chair works but i hurt myself. laugh at self.... serious tho.. hope you have some self care ways to release your feelings.. i stuffed mine 28 years.... didnt work out so well. trust me. peace to u!!

[dreamr2x]

i think ppl here are kind of scared of me cuz i do care, and i am so different from the mainstream POD people walkin the planet these days.. JMHO. im FED UP. i so dont care anymore.. my last life lesson was a doozie.. but it gave me GREAT FOOTAGE. HEY! YO! rock on ppl! lets take over you tube like a GETTING REAL VIRUS. power in NUMBERS YO! YOU TUBE ROCKS! use it for good. CONQUOR EVIL. HWUH! TRU DAT!

[dreamr2x]

@SuperCrazylady21 most trauma survivors say they would rather be beat up again rather than go thru the emotional BS again. Id have to agree. INNER PAIN IS WORSE> I can DEAL with the other.. if I HAVE too.

[dreamr2x]

@SuperCrazylady21 yea it hurts i know.. your venting, and laughing about it.. you got your own self therapy going on.. ROCK ON DUDE.. ask donna lynn posts good info on flashbacks..shes whitewolf on my friends.. real good lady - she has HELPED ME SOOO MUCH in just one month. i was like covering my face a month ago well maybe 7 weeks now? IDK im in a TIME WARP MANNN SAME MAD TIME SAME MAD CHANNEL I AM TALKING AND I CANT SHUUUUUUUUUUUUUDUPPPPPPPP lmao! :P

[PigNoseLover]

@SuperCrazylady21 It's too risky for me to express it.