Borderline Personality Disorder [Trigger]

My struggle with Borderline Personality Disorder

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[s16penser]

The doctors don't help me....my parents have abandoned me me.... God isn't going to help me.. I need to die....

[Wotcher08]

@s16penser No you do not. You will get past this. If you need someone to talk to you can email me at krbixler@gmail.com. I would love to hear from you. It gets better I promise.

[Wotcher08]

Thank you guys!! It's hard, but we have to remain strong. Luckily this illness seems to get better as we age. :)

[suzyrain2000us]

where  lol

[suzyrain2000us]

yes this was my world now im alone and getting use to it I never want to go back to wear i was i avoid all romantic relationships i am very very unhappy but i cant risk a relationship i hope it changes one day

[richmanshosho]

I think it is vital to remember you are more than a label.

[blushinggator]

Thank you so much. I think I have BPD. You've explained my whole life here. Everything makes sense. And the worst part is I think I'm about to hurt the person I love most now. Chaotic Relationships... I DON'T WANT TO LOSE HIM! Why me?

[Karolin66]

I think i got BPD - but the different videos often say that you dont want to be alone- I survive being alone because my fear of being left by other people

[Cherat7]

My twin sister Taite, has BPD...it sucks. I've watched her struggle all her life. It's been hard on me too because people think I'm just like her. We're twins; who wouldn't? I'm not though. I know my cue, I can see the moment she's triggered and when that happens, I've always stepped in to save her because, well...I'm the only one who knows how. She hates when I do that, feels I'm against her but I've never been. I'm on her side but she can't see it.

There's a fine line between love and Taite.

[Timbitdidi]

@Wotcher08 I so hope it gets better as we age.. Relationship is also my worst symptom. Along with 2 triggers which are Broken promisses and Lies... I hate this disorder and because of college I dont have time to go to a clinic 3 times a week and talk about it. Also dont have time to try out different pills. Im such a mess. I wanted love, i found it and now i feel like hes going to fast, its scaring me. yet wanted it..

[Guajirapa]

What humanity needs is more love, and more care for one another, more human beings with honest intentions that are not prescribing meds based on make believe illness just to make a buck of two. Listen sweet heart question one: Does God made you? Does he makes mistakes? stop feeling sorry for yourself since (if you have acces to a computer!) you are already one of the luckiest person in the world who is living a life others dream about. Please quit wasting that negative energy now!

[Guajirapa]

I used to struggle with same symptoms until I find out I was not alone...then I find out how much the pharmaceutical makes millions of dolars by detecting illnesses and make more meds, make more clinics, take our money away and makes us more ill! Stop watching yourself at the mirror of self pity because that is how exactly what they want you to see! How ill you are almost disable. Best solution as of today you are no longer under the spell of your meds, the drs, family members who are also...

[seekingsecretw]

I'm struggling with the same symptoms you mentioned too. It's can be hellish living with these problems but at least I'm glad to finally know what it is I have (BPD). It gives me comfort knowing that other people have this problem too (although I wouldn't wish it on anyone). And your right, it seems to be a major struggle to maintain friends and relationships when your mind seems to work against you a lot. Thanks for sharing your story.