Recap end of season one:
"I hope you understand Nick..."
I looked down at my hands and played with the charms. I noticed something I never noticed before. A charm that I'd never seen before... Before I even had a chance to analyze the new trinket I felt a warm hand place on top of mine. I glanced over at my cell really quick to see that I've been sitting there waiting for my bus for over an hour now. So I considered one of two things. Either it didn't come because the weather was so bad, or it DID come, and I was so absorbed in my thoughts that I missed my chance to board the bus. I snapped out of my reasoning when I felt my hand being lightly squeezed. My ice cold hand felt good under the person's soft touch. But that didn't eliminate the fear I had inside of me because I had no idea who this person was. The person brought me close to his chest holding me in their arms. My head was leaned perfectly under their chin, and I could feel their chest contracting fast. I heard their heart beating extremely fast. Their body was wet, but warm, im guessing from running. I listened to their uneven breaths as they tried to control themselves. Their body was trembling, yet holding me close to them with all their might.
"Nick...."
I whispered and shut my eyes.
His skin was warm through his wet shirt. I listened as his breaths evened out and felt his arms wrapping tightly around me. My eyes shut close and even i couldn't explain why. Maybe i was scared of facing him? As much as that fear contradicted the fact that there was probably no single space seperating our bodies. I had to use quite a bit of force to look up into those brown eyes. I've almost forgotten how long its been since i've been able to look at Nick and see him staring back at me with the same expression. His wet curls fell in front of his eyes, but that didn't conceal the pain coming from them. I watched as his eyes softened. And his expression calmed. All the feelings i've ever had for him came flooding back to me at one instant and it was too much for even me to handle.
"Nick..I..."
he cut me off, his voice sounded shakey and he wasn't trying to hide anything from me.
"I read the letter, its time for me to talk..and for you to listen."
Recap; the letter:
Nicholas,I dont know what to say or how to say it...But things between us right now shouldnt be like this. Remember when we first met? Anything and everything that involved you and me would bring me so much joy. We've taken a break, and i didn't expect to come back to it like this. Somehow i've lost you...i've lost us..and i dont know how to fix it. I know i will regret this later, but im leaving Nick. I'm doing what i said i would never do. Im running away from these problems and im hoping when i come back, they will be subsided. It's a big risk im taking, but i can't stand staying here and hurting you any longer. To be quite honest, i cant hurt any more. There are chances that when i come back, there wont be "us" anymore. There are chances that when i do come back, new things will come up and we'll both be busy on our careers again. And there are chances that i'll be working when im gone and i may not come back. No matter what happens Nick...I'm only one person. I cant stop tomorrow from coming no matter how much i love you. No matter how much you love me. Im sorry. For everything. If you don't want me to feel like a horrible person, then be mad at me, say you'll never want to speak to me again, tell me that im the worst person ever by doing this to you. I can leave better this way. I don't think I will ever find anyone like you Nick. You are the most amazing person on this earth, and I'll love you until this heart stops beating. There will always be another tomorrow. I can't stop that. You'll be okay. Take care of everyone while im gone, and most importantly..be happy for me Nick. Please. I don't blame you for anything, i blame myself. I love you,
Kylie.....
end of preview!
Season premier date is yet to be decided! Be patient, i have all AP classes and dance so im never home, so the date may extend to MEA week when i have time. You wont be disappointed! I will post more previews up until the premier date so stay tuned!!!!THANKS TO ALL THE SUBBERS!!!
ps: i also dont know if im just gonna call this the same title and put season two, or if im going to find a new title, so i'll see =D
yay.
cant wait:]
chyeah901 3 years ago
cant wait for yours either!! but seriously writing is tough with school and stuff, and i've been really sick lately too! i lost my voice and when i talk it sounds like im crying haha
MusicLovee210 3 years ago