Words can't describe.. Purely for desc.

This description is going to be very depressing... just to warn you!
Well, Renko has sliced his leg, so no more riding for Renko for a while... after weeks of things finally coming together :'(
Awful things have happened recently, I lost the best boyfriend I've ever had down to my stupidity... I hate myself. Quit my job, but not overly fussed about that haha!
Going to miss Teams on Renko, and we had it planned for months :( and Murphy's just.. himself! Lost a few things recently.. so down to lots of thought and thinking about what's best... i've chosen to move down to England! I'm going to try and find Renko a home! My mum will keep Murphy... I can't stay here while i've upset one of the most amazing people I've ever met... I'd love it if he read this. Dream on Ruth...anyway, that is my plan for now!
I'm sorry for not replying or commenting on your videos.. it's been tough!
Hope you're all okay & don't give up like me! xx

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[HeartbreakInSterIero]

I'm so sorry to hear everythings a bit upside down and back to front right now :( Just remember, nothings beyond fixing. Everything can,, and will, get better. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but it will brighten up, I promise. Do what's best for you, you deserve that for yourself. Don't give up on yourself, cos I definitely wont. You're an amazing, warmhearted, hard workind, strong, beautiful girl and I's positive whatver you decide will work out in the best possible way. Chin up xxxxxxxxx

[RuthNdMurphy]

@HeartbreakInSterIero beautiful comment Coley, thankyou it means so much atm when everything is such a struggle! xxxxxxxxxx<3

[BlackberryMay]

Eugh <3

I thought I had lost my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years the other day. Turns out that life actually does go on. I think moving down to England is a good decision. (despite the shite weather) Time to find some stability and search for what you really want in life <3 Please give both your beasties a big hug each from me. And take one of yourself aswell :) xxx

[RuthNdMurphy]

@BlackberryMay Oh no :( you always speak words of wisdom they're very comforting so thankyou :) and I will thankyou hun <3xxxxx

[xGaeax]

OMG RUTH!!! COME AND VISIT MEEE! I'm 5 mins from Hickstead if that will persuade you ;) hehe. Hope you're ok! Us and our horses, Leaf got stuck in a fence and cut all his back legs aswell :(. So the massive NAF nationals and teams i've had to cancel! Things will look up soon, just keep thinking positive! I've had so much back luck recently so we're bound for some good luck soon!! Lots of love for you and the boys xxxxxxxxxx

[RuthNdMurphy]

@xGaeax aww haha! I certainly will if i'm ever near there! awww god, Im so sorry to hear that chicky! :( and about Murray :( I will reply to your comment on my page asap just busy atm! But thankyou that was a lovely comment <3 xxxxxxxx

[mazzybaby12]

@RuthNdMurphy Im still going so yeah, almost died falling off my horse today too :( hope you are okay! xx

[RuthNdMurphy]

@TmBl624 Thankyou! xxx

[RuthNdMurphy]

@HoRsEcRaZyRuTh aww thanks Ruthie.. much appreciated.. we shall have a catch up soon.. just dont go on here much anymore xxxxxxx

[RuthNdMurphy]

@kayleigh12gallagher aww thanks hun, that was a really nice comment.. your mum's right lol! xxxxxxxx<3

[RuthNdMurphy]

@MegConnamaraXCob4Eva Hun, I will reply asap just uber busy atm! But thankyou, much love xxxxxx

[RuthNdMurphy]

@BrokenxStrings I'll pm you soon chick, been busy :S Not in England yet.. still alot to be decided! But Thankyou so much <3 you're amazing xxxxxxx

[RuthNdMurphy]

@Mybabyfurbie Haha, thankyou! xx