The Suicide Song

Payton Frances & Esther, A song I wrote when I was 17. I was nowhere near suicidal, nor did I know anyone who was or anyone who attempted it. But it was in the news and I wanted to try my hand on writing other things, other than personal issues. I'm not the only one in the world. If you are easily attached to darkness or negative do not watch this. Even though misery loves company - happiness and celebration can also be attractive - in the world of the living, it is all in the way you look at e v e r y t h i n g.

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[chris747576]

after dating a girl for about a year i got her pregnant only to find her later 8 months pregnant in her room with both her wrist slit i lost my girl an the baby girl she carried ive tried 5 times to join my baby girl only to wake up impatient in a teen mental health clinic to be prescribed anti deppresants that just made me even more suicidal causing the attempts to be more extreme ive had girls since then only for them to see the scars on my arms an immediately dump me an call me emo looser ;(

[PaytonISTolliver]

@chris747576 - i'm not an expert, but people who call you a loser, don't really know what is going on. Maybe if you tell the girls you date about how you feel AHEAD of time, you can see whether or not they really care. Life is tough. I would NEVER encourage anyone to try to kill themselves, but look around, there are so many reasons to be unhappy. AND ON THE OTHER HAND, there are so many reasons to be happy. Concentrate of the good things

[PaytonISTolliver]

@chris747576 You don't know what your girlfriend went through. SO CALLED FRIENDS & FAMILY that don't really care, can say some cruel things, and do cruel things. I send you a prayer, so that you will heal inside FOR YOU. Take care of yourself and be strong. Anybody who says anything NEGATIVE to you - ignore them, for they do not know the whole story. Hope this has been good for you, and not bad.

[PaytonISTolliver]

XpaulsimprintX GOOD FOR YOU on trying ot help SuperKellyXo - good for you...

[PaytonISTolliver]

to 8mg2mgs thanks...

[8mg2mgs]

damn fk n killer tune i luv it

[PaytonISTolliver]

@8mg2mgs hey, THANKS for the compliment

[chris747576]

sooo yea i was 14 at the time and it wouldve been a alout to take on she wrote in her note that she wouldve been a horrible mother an wife an she wants me to forget about her an move on to a girl that deserves me it left me confused i still dont understand to this day but thank you for praying for me man i battle each day and it doesnt help i have a court order to take anti deppresants that mess with me i told a doctor thay but it doesnt matter if i stop taking them its a probation violation

[chris747576]

every one blames me because i told her if she got a abortion id leave her she was hiding out at my house as a runaway but then she said she missed her brother so i let her go home her older brother told me that the day before she did her mom told her "if u wouldnt have been the little slut u are u wouldnt be in this predicament an he can do better than you but now you have him in wed lock tying him down to you.youve ruined his life and his future making him be a dad at such a young age"

[Abercrombieand1Bitch]

Awesome

[JamesChavvy]

Brilliant song Just makes want to do more each day (Y) (:

[thejustinbnumba1fan]

this song is fucking rediculus 

[kogastar08]

@SuperKellyXo you ok?



[marty34156]

i want to die