VLOG 65. Embarrassing crying vlog. Answer some viewer questions.

So sorry to lay this one on you, i will probably answer some of these questions again when i am feeling better. I am currently v jealous of girls that my boyf is adding on facebook and his admiration of them. I just can't stand his flirting. This is the man i wanted to marry, who i thought adored me and would make a great father. Now i think the perfect relationship does not exist and i don't want any more relationships with men. Starting from my dad.. men have messed up and i have no trust left. I have also given up trying to impress... anyone.

(shall i delete this?)

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[dna9571361]

Hey. it must have taken a lot of guts to post this video. I'm impressed, I hope you're feeling a little better. You earned yourself another subscriber. Take it easy x

[bewareoftheleapard]

@dna9571361 yes it did, I'm still embarrassed about how much of an emotional person i am and how i can focus in on one little thing and think about things until they make me crazy. Thanks for watching and supporting. :)

[spondicious]

Why blame men? It's people that are crap, women are just as bad. Everyone fucks you over in the end because people are just inherently selfish and dishonest. Sorry to see you upset.

[bewareoftheleapard]

@spondicious i agree but i am straight so its kind of irrelevant to me if women cheat. People just let you down and the kind of relationship and life i wanted only exists on T.V.

[QuickPic2]

No, don't delete this you express how you feel that's a good thing. It's not good to harbor ill feelings about someone or something. You're a very young girl with a lot of good things in life. I know a lot of men cheat. But, I feel many people cheat for many different reasons. I'll name you one is that men and women are into different types of people. It's kind of like setting sail to different islands or meeting with many different ships at sea. Stuff like that.

[WattUNeed]

Communication. Talk with each other about it and try to understand each other's views on it. No one is perfect. I hope you can and will work this out together. Much love and piece to you.

[dna9571361]

@bewareoftheleapard you're very welcome! FWIW I don't think you should be embarrassed :) x

[spondicious]

@bewareoftheleapard I reckon we all suffer from that to an extent, the term "hyperreality" describes it well and I believe it's a widespread phenomena in modern culture.

[MAXIMHOT100]

Great Video as Always! I Really Liked that Wife Interview =) You were Quite a Sport to Go Thru That. I Watch a lot of Your Videos and I Think You are Very Cool and Special. I am Positive You Will find Happiness Sooner than Later.