Still Beating: What You Think of Me

"What You Think of Me" Rebekah Lorraine © 2011

What you think of me

It hasn't always been this hard.
You haven't always been this deaf.
And I know that I love you,
but do I love you enough.
To keep going round
In this never ending circle for eternity?
Because every time I speak.
You don't hear me.

And we fight like
it's the last night of out lives.
And you don't listen
When I state my side.
This ain't a war.
It's more like a siege.
And I'm growing weak.
So I'll tell you one last time
That something's got to change.

Do you think I like speaking just to hear myself talk,
Because everyone can hear the sound of that pin drop;
And I keep going on and on, just to make some noise?
Do you think I like loving
So my heart can break?
Just to see how much
I can take?
And I love the
Pain?
Baby, is that what you think of me?

And when did I become that,
person I despise, when did I become that
In your eyes.




I am apparently so pale that I disappear against a white background. I shall think of someway to harness this power for future exploits. I had some cool editing in this where I appear and then disappear (I know, that would have blown your mind!!) but my stupid computer kept messing up every time I tried to do something fancyish. But I am saving up for a new computer and should be able to do better stuff.

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[wowpierules]

This. <3

[UnCyniciseMe]

Nice. :]