my confessions.

For this blog here on tumblr:
http://confessionvideos.tumblr.com/

Sorry for my bad hand writing. Here's what the cards say:

Hello, my name is Katia. I'm a huge Harry Potter fan and I'm very friendly.

My secrets aren't the most shocking. But they are real.

Have you ever been bullied?

Made Fun of?

Been Called names?

Fat. Stupid. Ugly. Bitch. C*nt. Emo. Dyke. Everything.

I was NOT welcome at my school. I had no shining talents. Nothing. I was an outcast.

Here's my school Photo from 2010

I look like a twelve year old right? XD No wonder everyone hated me.

I was constantly sent e-mails and death threats on facebook.

I had friends. But they disappeared when I needed them the most.

I went from half way through year 7, to year 10 with no friends.

Would you survive that long with no one to talk to? No one at all to hold?

I have. And I look back and I'm proud of what I did. I'm glad I held on for all those months.

I felt like I didn't belong. I was never invited to ANY parties.

I was a dorky, ugly, nerdy girl no one wanted to be friends with.

I spent many nights wishing for a best friend

I spent a lot of my time reading in the library or hiding out behind the school where no one could find me.

If I was found by them, I say I was lucky to get out alive.

I've been in several fist fights. A lot of them left bruises and blood.

I didn't fight back. I was hoping they'd kill me.

I cut and starved myself. I was sick.

But it all changed one day, when I googled "Harry Potter fan club"

There were people who were like me in this City. REAL PEOPLE! I was ecstatic. The day I met them all in person was the day my life changed. They welcomed me into their club like I was an old friend they hadn't seen in a while.

My life has been changed. I'm Happy! I smile every time I look at photos of us and I know I have people to back me up. I've also been invited to heaps of parties, left, right and center! Each of them have been nights that I'll never forget. EVER.

I even have my own circle of friends that I can count on.

Ally.
Amanda.
Rebekah.
Cameron.
Meghan.
Sarah.
Rhi.

Thank you for accepting me. I love you.


Song: Mean By Taylor Swift.

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[jessemorvan]

I was going to invite you to my party in year seven, but i didn't end up having one because i could only think of about 3 friends to invite. <3

[darkprincesskatia]

@jessemorvan Aww <3 That's sweet of you. I didn't end up getting to know you very well and I regret that.

[WonWonandMione]

You are gorgeous, and luckily not everybody is messed up as those bullies. I'm glad you found the HP club, it's nice to belong somewhere, when you haven't belonged somewhere in a long time..

Never forget that you've got friends, stay strong, and be proud of yourself. Everybody if perfect in their own way and so are you!

You are kind, strong, fun, beautiful, talented and warm. Never let the muggles get you down! ♥ you!

[darkprincesskatia]

@WonWonandMione Thank you Emma <3 xoxo

[AussieHobbit]

you are amazing! I Love You! <3

[darkprincesskatia]

@AussieHobbit You're even more amazing to me <3 xxxx

[metal9023]

Hi.. you can tell them you have a friend in brooklyn and wud be glad to beat them up for ya, you are cute sweety, you re just around dumb people

[SeverusFreakingSnape]

Oh sweetheart :'(

I really don't know what to say that hasn't already been said below, I really don't.

Add me on skype, do you have it?

[superchickwinx]

You are SOOOO freaking pretty! That's awful people treated you like that, you deserve better. I LOVE your hair, are the people that called you those names blind? Cause I think you are BEAUTIFUL!!!!! 

[xlovatolovely]

You're such a gorgeous human being! :'') STAY STRONG, BEAUTIFUL. <3

[TheSunshinestar93]

Wow. Everything You Just Said. Has Happened to me.....

I Do Starve Myself, people have called me fat, ugly, i've cut myself, gotten beaten up by the "cool" kids but at least i know im not the only one who has had their hell :)

I'm glad you stayed strong Katia :)

[sigyn27]

I'm sorry to hear you had such problems! I can understand how you felt. I had no friends when I was ten, twelve years old and I was bullied too. I'm happy you have found real friends, Katia! Take care :)