BPD Emptiness & Paranoia: How Do You Cope?

Hallo, my lovebugs! I'm interested in getting to know my fellow peeps. So, lovelies, tell me. What does emptiness feel like to you? What do you do in order to alleviate the severity of it?

Always Remember:

Never stop fighting for yourself. Once you stop fighting for yourself, that is where your life ends. Do not let this nightmare become the definition of who you are or what your life is. Fight for yourself. Fight for yourself every day, and your life will be beautiful.

*Mondo hugs to all!* :)

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• BPD
• Emptiness
• Paranoia
• Don't Leave Me
• Child
• Fragile
• Mental Illness
• Mental Health
• Fighting
• Fight For Yourself
• Beautiful
• Nonexistent.

[zahradl]

You explained this perfectly. This is exactly how I feel and especially lately.

[DragonflysCompass]

@zahradl As long as you know that you're not alone in your battles, then that's all that matters. If you ever want to talk, my inbox is always open. :) Realizing there's someone out there who has traveled down the same path, somehow makes the road less frightening.

[SLJH1794]

Hi, my name is Samantha ,and i know exactly what you are talking about , I suffer also from boarderline personality disorder, i also suffer from severe depression, bipolar and traumatic distress disorder. You have helped me alot , sometimes i feel like cutting so bad and that noone seems to be there for me at all, it feels like there is noone i can talk to. I just want to thankyou. And want to congratulate you on your amazing progrress, you really are a beautiful person xx

[DragonflysCompass]

@SLJH1794 Hey Samantha...you have my name, hahaha. :) But you're quite welcome. And thank you for your kind words, I really appreciate it. It's just nice to know you were able to be helped. I know what you mean though. The urge to bruise or slice a piece of your body is so overwhelming at times, nothing else even remotely compares to taking it out on yourself. We all have slip ups, I've had slip ups. But at least we refuse to stay down, right? If you ever would like to talk, just message me.

[DragonflysCompass]

@SLJH1794 From your words, I can tell you have a gorgeous spirit too.

Stay beautiful. :)

[messeyehere]

Well you communicate really well Sami. Think you may be round the wrong people??. Have you ever talked to somone face to face like you do on youtube or do you clam up??

[DragonflysCompass]

@messeyehere Thank you. :) I feel I'm better at writing than I am at speaking though, for some reason. As for people, that seems to be a rather difficult question for me to answer. Each soul on this earth has a multitude of facets to their personality, so while someone may be right for you in one aspect, they may be completely wrong for you in another. It depends on how you view the situation, I suppose. But yes, I have spoken to others "in real life" about this, hahaha. :)

[bluelvelvetotus]

@specialchannel LOL

[bluelvelvetotus]

Hey girl, i have BPD too and I relate to everything you talk about. The part about people dropping out of your life really struck a chord with me. Lately I've been wondering if it's like that stupid self fullfilling prophecy psychologists talk about, which states that the more you try to attain something, the further away you push it. I'm at the point where i don't really try to draw people in and i find myself slowly connecting w people again, although it's hard not to idolize and devalue them.

[specialchannel]

You Need to see the movie lost in transition its like looking into myself :O the feeling of emtyness is shown in a movie so well

[specialchannel]

BPD people like me seem to look artcy for some reason?