3 am long overdue hello.

yes i look like crap. wanted to say hi anyway.

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[Catherine8raw]

Can you find the Spircochetes under your microscope?

[heiwalove]

@Catherine8raw

come again? i don't have a microscope.

[Catherine8raw]

@heiwalove Oh, sorry, it is just you mentioned on your youtube description you like looking for them. Do you not take herbs to keep you going or alkaline foods? You must be in better health to be able to work. Sorry about your sad story, I thought it was horrific and think your grandparents are INSANE! Your good looking you know, I can't see you looking like crap. Is Candida albicans or co-infections part of the problem. Alot of people do well on mainly meat/veg diets. Best wishes Cath x

[heiwalove]

@Catherine8raw

oh, ha, that isn't literal.

yes i take herbs, i eat some alkaline food but am not on an alkaline diet. i eat no refined sugar or gluten or corn or soy or dairy. i eat healthfully, meats and veggies definitely but i also need some whole gf grains. i can't work full-time and am not even sure about steady part-time work, but i'm trying. starting with volunteering and a writing class, so far about 8 hours a week. adding more commitments slowly, hope to find steady work soon.

[heiwalove]

@Catherine8raw

oh and also my grandparents are not insane, what they did was wrong but they also did much good for me in my life that i cannot repay them for and i loved them very much. we are all human. we all make terrible mistakes and hurt people we love. they both passed away this year and i miss them.

yes, i am co-infected. those of us who are very sick usually have many infections.

thank you for the good wishes. are you dealing with lyme too?

take care.

[Xicota85]

hey I didn't know you had a youtube channel! I will subscribe!

[Catherine8raw]

@heiwalove Can I ask do you get your lyme symptoms badly on gluten or dairy? or don't you know?  Do you eat fatty meat like chicken wings or pork belly or fattiest meats or do you concetrate on lean meats and fish? an which herbs do you take everyday or often which you find really helps? So your not on enzymes or probiotics everyday.

[Catherine8raw]

Sorry to hear your grandparents passed away, I suppose I put my foot in it sayin ghtey are insane but I really can imagine just how much fear and how much danger you were in, but past is past. I am sick myself, yep, and the Dr. does not want to know coz I test negative like U did, I have found the only thing that helps th most is Lapacho, garlic, bayberry, but mostly FATTY meat and herbs like Coriander, wheatgrass. Fats are antimicrobials and they get into the brain. Your a nice person, Best X

[artsyfart66]

So good to see you, girl! I am so sorry about all of your recent losses & the struggles that you have been going through. Sending you much love & healing energy & a comforting hug across the miles. May you keep improving in your healing journey always. P.S. i don't think you could ever look like crap. : )

[peterpauliepan]

glad to see your face again, I'm glad I've been able to keep up with you via facebook, despite how rough things have been. It seems we are in similar places and both quite reclusive, so I understand that entirely.

I actually realized when watching this, it much be very similar to what my vlogs look like. Same pose/posture, thinking pattern---and actually, this makes me quite content. If you ever need to talk, find me on skype (same user name). Take me up on the offer. Take care of yourself. :)