No Heaven Without You(A Jick Love Story)[ep.4]

Episode Four-My Killer-
As he walked down the hall he turned repeatedly to stare behind him. He could swear someone was following him. Someone was, but not a someone. I wasn't a someone. I was a something, an otherworldly, a ghost. But whatever i was, he knew I was there. and I felt more comforted that I had since I died.
I don't understand why I saw in his mind that he felt he was being followed but I didn't see in his mind where he was going. I didn't know until he entered the empty classroom that he was going to have hidden sex with Demi Lovato. The girl that I had known for a while. I knew her in less depth than I knew most of the kids here. But like every single kid in this microscopic town, I knew her. I had no idea how she felt about Joe.
In Bloomer everyone knew everyone's buisness. I had worked to the end of the earth to keep my secret. My secret you ask? I have a weird infatuation with men. I'm not gay. I'm not bi. Just curious. THAT'S ALL. But with me just being that I felt to over-whelmed to just be that. Why did I care so much that he was doing stuff with Demi? Why did I want to slap her for not telling me that she liked him? These feeling confused me and infuriated me at the same time.
I was about to leave. I didn't want to see Demi wrap her legs around Joes waist and her arms around his neck while his arms went around her waist like i was already watching. But as I came into his thoughts I froze. His eyes were closed as he kissed Demi and he pictured my legs wrapped around his waist and my arms around his neck. As he ran his hand through Demi's hair he pictured himself fisting my curls. I didn't understand why he would picture me. I was definatley nothing special. He could have had anyone he wanted, I'm sure he could have turned guys his way if he really wanted to. So why did he want me?
I walked over to him. In my mind Demi had disappeared. She had never been born. Joe and I were in the deserted classroom. Alone. I, carefully so that I would fall through him and smack my head on the ground which I wouldn't feel anyways, set my head on his back and placed my hands on his shoulders. I stood there for a few minutes and listened to him breathe. The thought that he breathed for me, his heart, beat for me. It was a foolish thought but it beat it's way into my mind. And if I was still breathing it would have quickened, if my heart was still beating it would have beat faster. I heard Demi moan in his mouth and that thought was lost in jealousy that replaced it. I didn't want to watch them fool around.
I left them alone. I would let them have their time. Why get a crush on a guy when you're dead? Biggest waste of time you could imagine.
I didn't feel like zooming back to my hell. I walked the streets of Bloomer, Wisconsin. It was freezing outside. I knew this not because I felt it, I didn't, I knew it because there were no leaves. The husbands and wives that walked the streets with there dogs, no chihuahua's, they couldn't handle the cold of here, were dressed in heavy coats and leather gloves. As I walked closer to the forest, past houses, past cars, past civilians, past all their thoughts. One thought got louder and clearer in my mind. I knew this mind. I looked around until I spotted the body holding that brain with the mind that had first thought of the way to kill me.
Henry Hallen stood, hidden by the brush of the beginning forest, watching Bloomer High School. Watching the kids like he had stalked me the whole week before my death. I was by his side in a second. I shoved, kicked, punched, slapped him but I was shoving, kicking, punching, slapping the air. I hated this reality.
"You listen to me you heartless bastard. I'll find away, you mark my words I'll find a way, to make sure you die a cold, hard, painful death. You'll feel the pain you've caused me and my family. Mark my words you will die, someday soon."
He turned around and stared off into the vast forest that was my world. Empty and cold. I left him with an eerie feeling as I went back to the school. Joe should be done by now. I'm dead, why spend my ghostly days going to my same classes? I went to Joe's instead and sat on the floor beside him. Staring up at him the entire time.
The teachers phone rang then. A couple seconds later she stopped the class from their assignment. "Listen up kids." She sighed a heavy sigh. "It appears our the 10th grader, Nicholas Jergins is missing. He was found not in his bed this morning and his parents would like us to ask all students if they have any idea where he might be."
I heard Joe's near silent gasp. It warmed the cackles of my dead heart knowing that he cared. He stood up. I didn't read his mind. I didn't want to know what he was planning.

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[musicloverr203]

you are awsome!

[NICKJxomyheartbeat]

gahh a cliffhanger ! i love this, it is sooo good!!!

[NewVixen18]

Aw im sad for both of them *tears* but this is so good ... Post soon

[prettyapple25]

omg poor joe ugghh stupid henry this is so sad..:'(

[videogirl123x]

Poor joey :(

i wish nick was alive then he could be with joe :D

Post sooon please !

[DstarsLoveStories]

Wow I love it lol im bored to death and this just helped sooo much im home sick and ya I guess u get the point

[MrsKirstyJ]

LOVED IT !!!

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[JBisamazing101]

Poor Joe

please post soon =)

[lighterheart69]

Oh my god, this was so good. Joe is going to be so sad, cause he loves Nick.

[DjDaNgErLuVr0001]

LUV It!