I'm sorry..

So a couple days ago she was biting, running around, being a total mare. I hated riding her, infact for the first time, i didn't want to.
My instructor said that if i felt this strongly we should sell her and get a different pony.
Those words hit me like a stab in the back, i didn't want to sell her. She was like my best friend. Even though she was a boulshy mare, i loved her, and she loved me.
I was being so ridiculously stupid. We have to find our own way to ride, to work as a team. I think we're getting there. Tbh, i don't care about going anywhere now, i just want her to be happy.
I'm never, ever, giving her up, so if mum, becky or sarah are reading this.
This is no tthe end, whatever problems lie ahed, we're going to sort them together.
Selling her is not an option. Shes mine, and i love her.
I've been unfair to her, not given her a proper chance and seeing Sarah, fighting her to stand still killed me to watch it. Janey doesn't hate me, she hates standing still, thats just one of her problems.

I love Janey, more than anyone will ever know. Shes my only best friend who won't bail out on me or do stupid things. I trust her with my life.
I love you Janey, im sorry for what i've said and done. Its a new start from this day forward.

Music:
Jeff Buckley - "Hallelujah"

No cc, contructive or not, i really don't need it atm. Thanks.

Thankyou to everyone whos helped me,
Grace (XxXShebaMillyXxX)
Jazz (jazzmac)
Sarah
Becky (onegirlandherhorse)
Mum & Dad
Chrissy
All of you people, even if you might not know it have helped me in someway, thankyou so much.x

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[SaffyHaffy]

Your dedication will get you through the tough times. :) I know how you feel. For the first month and a bit that I had Saffy I was constantly told we would have to sell her if things didn't get better and it was so frustrating. You and Janey have achieved so much already and you know you are both capable of achieving what ever you want to. :) As hard as it is try not to let the bad times knock you back. Ly xxxx

[cromwellandlucy]

Thankyou x

[xihearthorsesx]

aww that was beautiful! you and janey look like you have an unbreakable bond!! i'm so glad your never gonna sell her, she's beautiful :)

xx

[cromwellandlucy]

Thanks, i can't believe i wanted to!

[marnzzz1]

nice



[xXDixieBarrelRacerXx]

probly was in heat and thats all lol

[xLiveLaughRide]

Awww :] This made me cry,the same thing happened to me, but by the time I realized I loved my mare, Storm, it was too late </3

[BringElyTheHorizon1]

Never Let Go Of The Ones You Love.

That's The Most Important Lesson I've Ever Learned

<3

[misschloee95]

well done not giving her up, i was going to give my pony up at one time. she was ab absoloute brat. used to rear, nap, buck me off, bronc, bite, kick EVERYTHING.. now if you look on my vids you see how good she is.. in a matter of 3 months (: i even got told by mean people over internet that i was ruining her, but ive done far from that cos when i got her she couldnt even trot a full circle and now canters full 75cm show jumping courses and is jumping 3ft at home :) good luck for the future,

[zoeyy09x]

i pressed one star instead of pausing, sorry xx

[emzieandherpony]

Wooo.

You've certainly proven now that good things come to those who wait - well done for nt giving up - i know how tempting it can be when everything goes horribly wrong - but well done

xxxxx

[Keira090]

How niice (:

I love this video (inlove)

it's really really nice.

Good luck to you and your pony <3

[horsey683]

i remember once when my mare was being SO naughty. She was refusing every jump i pointed her at, she was nipping at me, and all that other mare stuff. the worst part was, at one point when she refused the jump, i got so frustrated that i whacked her with the crop really hard, i immediately felt SO AWFUL that i actually started to cry, i dismounted and gave her a HUGE hug! im glad no1 was there to see it!mares are mares but i love em anyway!

[ponygurl037]

ive just got a new 4yo mare too and on some of the bad days i came so close to wanting to sell her, and other people said i should, but im so glad i kept going and i bet you are too! You have made such amazing progress! XX