Marathon 2 of ?
Megan's FLASHBACK POV
"Get ready to go up, you're going to win." Nick whispered in my ear. "I'm not going to win it, Beyonce, Lady Gaga, Pink and Lizzy all had better videos than I did." I whispered back. "And the VMA for Female Video of the Year goes to, Megan McKay You Belong With Me." Taylor said and my jaw dropped. "Megs!" Lizzy said hugging me. "I told you, you'd win!" Nick said hugging me and giving me kiss on the cheek. I walked up to the stage and Taylor hugged me. I was still in shock, I can't believe I won. "Congrats." he whispered into my ear and I whispered a thanks back. Then Shakira handed me a mic and my award. my brain still hadn't processed this, this was the first award I've won as a singer and the second in my career, the first being my Oscar. "Thank you so much! I've always dreamed of what it might be like to maybe win one of these someday but I never actually thought it would happen. I mostly sing country music so thank you for giving me a chance to win a VMA award I-" I said with a smile but was interupted by Kanye West jumping onto the stage. He motioned for me to hand him the mic and I did. "Yo Megan, I'm happy for you and I'ma let you finish, but Beyonce had the best video of all time. The BEST video of ALL TIME." he said and my jaw dropped again, this time it wasn't a good thing. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Taylor shaking his head, his hands forming fists, I knew he wouldn't throw a punch, but I also knew he really wanted too. I looked over to Nick and he looked even more furious than Taylor did, so did Kevin and Joe. Even Liz, B and Andy looked like they could rip his head off. Justin just looked shocked and I looked out at the rest of the audience. I saw Kallen and Ashley and Jackson, my co-stars from Breaking Dawn and they all looked a mix of shocked. and angry. Kanye shrugged and handed me the mic back. I had no idea what to say. I heard them start a clip behind me, it was of the man doing the spoofs for best new artist. I turned and walked off stage with Taylor. He wrapped an arm around my shoulder. "What an ass." he said to me when we got backstage. I felt like crying, I was so humiliated. "Megs." I heard a familiar voice say behind me and I turned to see Nick running up to me. I'd never been more happy to see him than right now in this moment. I ran up to him and let him wrap me in his arms and I started to cry. "Don't listen to the haters Megs, they're always jealous because you have something they don't have, in this case it's talent and heart." he said kissing my forehead and wiping away my tears. "Now come on, go get ready for The Next Worst Thing." he said and I started to shake my head, there was no way I could go back out there. "Come one Megs, go out there and show him you deserve that award and you don't care what he thinks." he said wiping away the fresh tears that were forming my eyes at the idea of going back out there. "You can do it. I believe in you, we all believe in you." he said reassuringly. "If you won't do it for you and you won't do it for me, do it for Kev, he's never been happier than when he found out you were going to be on his label and tonight's the night he wanted to announce it to everyone." Nick said and I nodded "Alright. I'll do it." I couldn't let Kevin down, he's been so go to me during the transition from Universal to K2 and tonight's going to be his night. Looking back on that night, the night I thought started out as the best day of my life, that turned into my worst, and then ended up being half decent with the standing ovation Kevin and I got to Beyonce letting me give my acceptance speech during her turn because she felt bad that Kanye did that to me because of her and everyone booing and chanting my name every time someone mentioned Kanye West or the next morning when I woke up to find that Liz had sent Kanye a letter telling him what a sad excuse for a human being he was, it was nothing compared to the night mare I was living in right now. Looking back, it seemed like I was a child crying because I fell down trying to walk, not getting hurt but just falling down. Being afraid to go out there was nothing compared to the fear I have to live with on a daily business, I was being held captive by my sadistic ex-boyfriend and the man who's tried to kill me more times than I can count on one hand. I lived in fear, everything that has happened these past 2 days has made me this way, (A.N. yes I skipped 2 days) constantly afraid, but if you were being held against your will would you not be afraid of what's going to happen to you? If you just said no, you've obviously never been held captive before.
well no, cant say i _have_ been held captive.....its not really a common life experience :P haha i think this one actually only counts as one comment :)
sunsetwing 2 years ago
lol :P I hope it's one you don't go through :P and 2 actually :P
songsnstories 2 years ago
hehe the taylor and kanye thing! ahhh kanye is such in ass! to Taylor and megs! :P poop on him :)
mony2468 2 years ago
I know...he's a poo face -.- :P
songsnstories 2 years ago
kanye is such an ass
musicXisXmyXsoul 2 years ago
I KNOW!!! I hate him -.- :P
songsnstories 2 years ago