cool font, huh???? (u can get them @ http://www.messletters.info/ )
Intro:
Another long day.
'Broken hearts and last goodbyes.'
That feels so real.
'I can't make it alive on my own.'
I barely can.
'A little bit longer, and I'll be fine.'
Yeah right, I wish. As soon as something good happens, bad always follows. So many lines that related to my life. It made sense though. At least to me. Everyone had someone special to care about. Except me. Sure, I had had that 'special someone,' or so I thought.
'They're all the same, they all want the money
they're all the same,they live for fame honey
they laugh at you when you're not even being funny'
That's all they ever wanted. I was sick of it. They never cared about me. That song is totally true. Everyone thinks y life is great. Honestly, it's far from it. They're so wrong. SO wrong. I always put on a fake smile, but if they only knew. If they only knew how I really felt on the inside.
I looked around. No one. I took out my pocketknife. No one had to know. It felt so good. The blood poured out. Like it always did. No one knew. No one would care anyways. They never did. Only the posers. As long as I was out of the spotlight, and I always was, no one would ever notice. I cut harder and faster. It went in deeper. Even more blood poured out. It felt so...good.
I finally calmed down and stopped. I looked at my wrists. Blood everywhere. I ran my arm under some water and cleaned it up a little. I put on a jacket just in case if anyone would see, but they probably wouldn't anyways. And if they did, they care anyways though.
'Did you forget that I was even alive?'
Ah, Demi. She sometimes reminded me so much of myself. The way she used to be; all of that dark make-up and clothes. All of that heavy metal too. We had become pretty close since the movie and everything. Kevin, come on! I heard someone call. I quickly cleaned up. If you haven't guessed by now, I'm Kevin Jonas. From the Jonas Brothers.
ok, i bet NO ONE was expecting that ending part there!!!! HAHA!!!!
ok, name options:
Just A Little Emo
Untouched and Unloved
Out of this World
A Big Twist
any other ideas???? tell me some good ones, or vote on which of my lame names u like best!!! :D
also, an update: i had a couple of 1shots i wrote on the computer @ my moms house which were really cool, but the motom whatever its called broke, so i cant post them 'till its fixed, srry!!!!
oh, and im gonna update mi otha stories 2, and this 1 if u guys like it!!!! COMMENT!!!!! PLZ!!!! MAKE ME FEEL HAPPY!!! :D
Omj this was great!! I loved it!! what do u use?? -Elissa
tchard2 3 years ago
just WMM
jblover611 3 years ago
really?? How did u get the text to change colors??(blinking) -Elissa
tchard2 3 years ago
i did the text effect as flashing and the video effects as the entire color spectrum thingy
jblover611 3 years ago
how did u get the I Kissed A Girl instrumental?? plz tell
iCarlyWEBKINZ 3 years ago
hmmm.... i dont remember, i got either i kissed a girl or hot n' cold from dcjessica90, but...idk, u can try searching it if that 1s not there
jblover611 3 years ago