Broken Again Ch. 18

Ch.18
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"A while ago." I replied, not trying to blame him for it.
He finally looked at me.

I looked down when he did. I didnt want to look into those eyes. The eyes that I fell in love with. Those Eyes that killed me inside. Those eyes that Let me
forgive him for breaking my heart the 1st time.... when he was with her...

My eyes were filling up with tears of pain of my thought... the day i walked down the walkway between the seats, of family i Never knew. The day I showed them all.
The day My sister cried, that day... were he tore me apart.

I didnt let the water of shame leave my eyes. "Why was this hitting me now?!" the thought kept screaming inside my head.

Joe couldnt take his eyes off of me... and it felt like those deep brown sexy eyes, were truly the most evilest thing's in the world... it felt like they were going though my soul,
reminding me of pain in my tore up heart.

I couldnt take this pain any more, he needed to know... if i dont tell him... my life will go down the drain, just like my dreams.

"Joe..." I said in a whisper. My voice cracked during the name of Joe, right between the o and the e. It was all the pain and memory's of lost and hope.
His eyes were still on me, as i looked on forward.

All of a sudden, i felt his arm go around me and pull me just a tiny bit closer to him.
"Im so sorry..." he said into my right ear... it sent a tingle down my spine, making me quiver.
That word.... ~sorry~.... it hurt to hear it... once again my head felt like it was going to explode, like a steam roller was going to crush it.
then it just turn black.

(FlashBACK! On the train!!!)
There was not comment, it was silent.
Joe stopped following me.
I dont know why but my legs stopped too, and i turned around to face him.

He looked hurt, confused, tried, sad, and he looked like that same 8 year old kid that i became best friend with, the one who knew every little
detail about me, but that crazy fun loving teen ager i fell head over heels for....but he still wasnt the same... he wasnt the same Joe....

"Ok, i get it now.. i will take the hint.." He said sadly.
he turned around, and started walking back to the seats where we were.

I couldnt move i felt frozen, and like i was the biggest bitch in the world. For the 1st time in my life, I hurt someone, they didnt hurt me.
But no one will understand me.. no one has, and no one ever will....
What am i even doing...

I was frozen, hard as ice... standing in the middle of the aisle.I felt cold hearted....I felt as if I was the one who should have died a year ago...
I screw up everything every time.... I couldnt say anything...

People in their seats wear looking up at me... i heard a lady say, "Dear, look at the girl with purple hair... attention seeker, and probably druggy."
My face turned red with anger and embarrassment... i couldn't believe her.... the pain in side me was building up... I felt like i was going to explode..
I looked at the lady, and gave her the facial expression, of "Why.." "You dont know me.".... yet the dumb ass Didnt take my hint... she then "whispered" to her
hubby, "We better move dear, i dont want her to pull a gat."
Thats when i went off like a fire cracker on the 4th of July.

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[RissaXoBabi]

hey, really good writer. are you making another one?

[JBluver3325]

yes, hopefully today! =) I will message u when its up! =)

[princess3126]

i love it! i just thought of something lol the song 7 things by ,miley (idk if u like her or not but wateve) goes so perfectly with this ch! lol i realized it cuz i was listening to tyhew song while reading (maybe claire could rite a song in her room of something and start singing 7 things (as if she rote it) and joe heres her! hahaha wow that was wired but i just thought that would be good lol( ps u dont have to use it i really dont care lolz!) ps ur bvery pretty!

[JBluver3325]

sounds like a great idea! =)

i might use it! =) Thanks! and if i do, i will credit you! =)

[RissaXoBabi]

thank youu! (:

[icecreamgal422]

omg this the best story of the top 3 on mi list!

[princess3126]

wow thnx

[softballxxjonaslover]

omg this is amazingggg~!!!!

[monkeymrmrmrm]

i liked it

[JBluver3325]

Lolz, ThankS!

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