i miss you

I hate to tell you this, but I love you. Some may say that falling for you was one of the worst thing I have done. They say I should just move on. They say you are not worth my time. They tell me all these negative things about you, but no matter how hard they try this feeling I have for you isnt decreasing... 

Sure you may not be the kind of guy that I usually fall for. You have some traits that I hate. You do things I cant imagine that I would ever find attractive or pleasant. Honestly, you are the kind of guy that would cheat and lie. 

You and I, I cant help it but to think that You and I couldve been perfect. You are who I am. I cant explain You and I. 

You make me happy. You make me smile. You make me have butterflies in my stomach just by showing up to my door. You make me warm by never leaving my side until I push you away to let me breathe. You would do anything to see me. You were my life and I was somewhat yours too. I would say good morning and you would say goodnight. We had such a beautiful thing going, until I messed up. I wanted to step away from you, because you had a girlfriend, I was so sure that I was going to get over you quickly and that I was doing the right thing, I convinced myself I was doing the right thing and maybe I was wrong... I regret not being able to be with you anymore. I miss you so much that you have no idea. You are happy, very happy at the moment with her. I want you to stay happy but at the same time Im falling more apart each day, each hour, and each time I see you.

You had something I had never saw in anyone else before. The first time you walked over to my table I knew there was something I liked about you, it was an instant connection to you and I didnt know back then that it would lead to any of what we have done and to what Im feeling, it hurts so much not being with you or around you.

Ive tried to say these things before, but they always end up to the same idea - i miss you .'

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[softballlplayer12]

please do it i can't wait