My Hero [25]

[a few days laterjojos POV lol]
Its been a few days since me and nick had our little blow up. I dont know what it is. Ive had too many things going on lately it just seemed impossible to clear my head.
nick is getting out of the hospital today. Lucky me. Kevin and Joe are stressed trying to keep everyone together. Where is pa you ask? Stuck somewhere on a business trip. So pretty much we are all going bonkers. Ma has called my mom a couple of times but leave it to her to totally ignore our calls. She hasnt even called once to see if Im ok. I dont care tho. Im used to it. Ive been used to being without my mom for years now. It doesnt phase me. The only thing that has really gotten me through this rollercoaster ride I call life is my dad. I pray to him and cry to him every night to make everything better and make it the way it used to be. Ive waited for a long time but for some reason after Im done praying I have a feeling that tells me everything will just work out the way its supposed to be. Like my dad always use to say a few bumps in the road only means something amazing is waiting for you at the end. but at this point I can only imagine what is awaiting me. Ive havent had a few bumps, Ive had mountains.

[nicks POV]
After sitting in this damn room for 3 days straight by myself Ive realized tons of things. When Jocelyn left my room that day it felt like she took a piece of my soul with her. It made me realize how much I love her. how much I need her. I told the nurses not to let anyone visit me anymore and Ive come to realize what I did to her. Sitting in my room alone for 3 days was terrible. I felt so alone and so sad. I can only image how she felt. What in the world made me think she would be fine by herself. I was being selfish and didnt think about her feelings. But Im pretty sure I lost her forever. But the thought of that only scares me. I need her. I cant live without her. I love her so much it hurts. Today Im going to get out of the hospital and I only pray its not to late and I havent lost her for the rest of my life. I was still bandaged up from my burns but I told my brothers I wanted to play a show for my fans because they were so supporting. Kevin came to pick me up but he didnt seem so happy.
What? I asked worried.
she left today. he said.
my heart sank. I felt like the world was over. What do I have to live for now? she didnt even say goodbye. I whispered to myself. I could feel a huge lump in my throat and I wanted to just disappear. The whole ride home was dead silent. I didnt want to talk or see anyone. Kevin showed me my room to the hotel. I went to greet my mom because I knew she was worried sick about me.
how you feeling sweetheart? she asked hugging me.
like I just got the life sucked out of me. She didnt even say bye. my mom rubbed my back trying to comfort me.
Im sorry honey. She had to go. Shes not happy here. I nodded knowing JoJo would only be happy dancing on a stage. she told me to give you this.
My mom handed me a letter stuffed in a bright pink envelope. Leave it to JoJo to do something like this. thanks I said taking it. I think Im gonna go for a breather.
be careful.
Ill be fine.
I grabbed a sweater and a hat so I wouldnt be noticed driving around LA. The last thing I wanted was to get stopped by the paps and getting irritated. I drove to my now burned down house and felt even more terrible. I slowly got out of the car and went inside. The door was still unlocked and I carefully made my way through. Only the back part of the house was badly damaged. I made my way up the stairs and stood at the doorway of her bedroom. It had completely gone up in flames. It was burnt to a crisp and there were a few items laying on the floor. As I turned to go to my room some thing shined in the dark gloomy room. I looked down and saw her bracelet. The one I gave her. I carefuly made my way to it and picked it up in my hands. It was full of black ash. I looked at the charms and smiled. I stuffed it in my pocket and went into my room. I sat down in my bed and remembered the letter. I pulled it out of my back pocket and stared at it for a long time. Come on nick what is so damn scary about this stupid hot pink envelope. I sighed and opened it up.
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Oooooo! Lol well I thought Id bring old school back and busted a backstreet boys song! Hahaha sorry I was a sucker for BBnot so much for NsyncNow I need your guys helpIm looking to do a lyrical dance. With a song about losing the one you love or breaking up or something along the lines of thatany suggestions??? Lol THANKS FOR READING! Oh and my hero is coming to an endI know I know booo! But I have an idea for another story lol and who knew is also finishing up! Look for more details coming up!!! THANKS AGAIN!!!

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[MusicLovee210]

bleeding love! its one of my favorite favorite favorite songs to use, and you can kinda straddle the lines of contemporary/lyrical/lyrical hip hop =D

[wishinonastar07]

where have you been young lady! lol

and i like your thinking! i'll keep it in mind.

[MusicLovee210]

omg i've just been like MONDO stressed lately, like i havent been getting ANY sleep during the week. ifim lucky i'll get a total of like 10 hours in a week cause of school and stuff so yeah, but im always checking up on my account and reading your stories =D

[wishinonastar07]

i hear ya!

i started dancing again so its like school get home and attempt to finish my homework then drive to dance then work and then home sleep and start over again =/

[MusicLovee210]

yeah like its worth it cause i love dance and all, but idk, its really hard to find time these days for anything else. But i have next week off for conferences so thats good. yet i still have dance from nine am to twelve every day so i cant even sleep in haha. but i admire how you can keep your life so well balanced. i feel bad for not posting as much anymore =[

[wishinonastar07]

my life well balanced?psssh! lol

i guess ive just been used to it for so long. lol my mom says i'm a walking stress bomb waiting to explode. but youre right its worth it cuz dance is my passion. as cheesy as it sounds all the stress and worries do go away when im dancing...gag. lol

[MusicLovee210]

haha well more well balanced than mine is as of now. and yeah everyone says im just a ball of stress all the time and that im always tired, but i'd deal with it so i can dance. like i would be less stress without dance but i just cant imagine not dancing

[punkflight]

ekkkkkkk! whats the letter say?!?!?!

[peacelovejonas505]

omj omj omj plz plz plz hurry!! :P i love it!! =]]

[wishinonastar07]

haha funny thing i've already choreographed to iris...love the goo goo dolls! best songs to choreograph to! but thanks!