It changes everything you've been
And all that's left to be
Is empty, lonely, broken, hopin'
I'm supposed to be strong
I'm supposed to find a way to carry on
I don't wanna feel better
I don't wanna not remember
I will always see your face
In the shadows of this haunted place
I will laugh
I will cry
Shake my fist at the sky
But I will not say goodbye
They keep saying time will heal
But the pain just gets more real
The sun comes up each day
Finds me waiting, fading, hating, praying
If I can keep on holding on
Maybe I can keep my heart from knowing that you're gone
Cause I don't wanna feel better
I don't wanna not remember
I will always see your face
In the shadows of this haunted place
I will laugh
I will cry
Shake my fist at the sky
But I will not say goodbye
I will curse
I will pray
I'll relive everyday
I will shelter the blame
I'll shout out your name
I will laugh
I will cry
Shake my fist at the sky
But I will not say
Will not say goodbye
I will not say goodbye
Will not say ooooohhhhh
I love this song
acemangirl 2 weeks ago
What a beautiful song! The lyrics to this song are amazing, anyone who has suffered a loss of a loved one can relate to this. "I don't want to feel better" So True!! I lost my husband almost 2 years ago, we were married a very long time and I will never stop missing him. Miss you so much honey!! He was my best friend and the love of my life. Whoever wrote this song had a great loss in their life because the words are so true.
Thanks for posting
Love you Danny
suscpay 7 months ago 2
My big sister commmited suicde.. She might not make it.. But i will not say goodbye.. Id be way to lonley way to broken .. My mom said i have feel better.. I will always see my big sisters face.. But i willl not say goodbye :'( I love you big sis!!!
kam0422420 10 months ago
this song is so touching... I wanted to cry when I heard it its so amazing.
WoWfreako1 11 months ago
i lost my dad to lung cancer in 2002, then i lost my step dad to suicide in 2004...now my mom is really sick with kidney failure. im scared to death of loosing her too. im not ready to say goodbye again.
charmedgeminigirl25 1 year ago
WOW! I was so not ready to cry when I heard this, how touching.....
wandakerns50 1 year ago
It's been months, and I still cannot listen to this song without crying. So amazing. And I can feel his pain at losing his wife in every syllable.
ldolphin34 1 year ago
My great niece Mallory, 9 months old and 27 days fought for her life, she had the Will of God to live..... But she lost that fight on March 21st, 2010 from a congenitial heart condition. Dr's could do no more! I know your pain. It is so unfair. But this song gives me hope..........
7003Linda 1 year ago
yeah this is a great song and expecially for militray wives it brought tears to my eyes when i frist listened to it i no how hard it is being a military wife and just waitin on a phone call or a knock at the door
sweetme0524 1 year ago
I know this is isn't what the song is about, but I sent this to my boyfriend when he told me he was leaving...I told him I wasn't going to say goodbye to him..
theWolfWritter 1 year ago