Dear too whomever reads this,
I remember those times we had, those times that made me smile and the times that made me laugh, but thats not how I wanna start out this one story. I wanna start out this story like any other Normal story.
There Once lived a normal girl living her normal life and then she bumped into a guy one day that brought her whole life around, teaching her how to have fun, and how to laugh at the mistakes that she made.
Of Course this guy was a dreamboat, tryed everything romantic that he could, he failed half the time, but she fell harder and harder each time he did. They were in love, in deep love, marriage love.
I remember the night he pruposed, it felt like we were on the moon just us, and us only. And then the day that I found out I was pregnant, his face, the wonderful look on his face, it still makes me smile today.
And then the day he received the letter from his father- the letter that punched me in the stomach and jabbed a knife in my heart. Him leaving the next day too join his father in the war was the hardest thing I've ever had too hear.
''What about our child, Joe! What about this little life inside of me that looks like you and me combined!'' I sobbed and screamed, throwing plates, and cups everywhere. All Joe could do was be silent, he sat there at the kitchen table with his head in his hands, staring at the letter.
And then the day he left, the day he left me and our child. I remember what he did, I remember what he gave me. He handed me a golden locket, a golden locket of us. ''Demi, I'm leaving my heart with you. I-I Love you baby.'' He choked out from all the tears.
He ran his hands through my hair, pulling me into the most passionate kiss I had ever endured. But when he borded that plane, when he took a step onto that plane, I could feel my heart cracking. He was leaving me.
I didn't know that would be the last time I would see him, I didn't know that would be the last time he would hold me, touch me, kiss me. I remember when they called me- Sunday Morning, Nine AM.
''Mrs. Jonas, We have come too give news about your husband- We are afraid too say that he is no longer with us..'' I sat frozen in the living room, family members racing down from many states. And then when the funeral day hit, and I had to walk up to that caskit and look at the love of my life, dead, not breathing, not blinking. Not back too hold me and tell me he would never leave me again.
My insides, died, instantly, they were killed. So now, too whoever is reading this- I know Joe is my guardian angel, I know he would always be there for me, he would keep his vow in our marriage. But I can't live like this anymore.
I'm dying for someone I love,
Demi.
:O woah. intensely awesome.
you're a damn rockstar, you know that? xD
kneykney11 2 years ago
@kneykney11 Lmfao. Haha, I'm a Rockstar?! :O I Didn't know that actually. Lol xD
LetsSupportJB 2 years ago
Oh by the way, did you see the new Jemi Camp Rock 2 picture? Holding hands!! :D
iluvcookiies3x3 2 years ago
HOLY CRAP! alkdjfalksdfj YES I DID!
And I was coming pretty close too hyperventilating. ;] Joe's all looking into Demi's Eyes... <3
LetsSupportJB 2 years ago